The New Start

Chapter 19

I don't know if this is necessary, but I just will warn about suicidal thought in this chapter, so if you don't want to read about it then I'm sorry for writing about it. But if you skip till Techno's point of view, then there is nothing, but in both Dreams pov's there is...

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Dream pov:

'Where am I?' I looked around and realized that I was no longer in the chest but just in Techno's bed. I must have passed out and he put me here. I smiled at the thought before quickly removing my smile. I shouldn't smile just because he carried me back to bed. I looked down at myself, I had two major scars; one on the left side from the last fight with Quackity and one from when he stabbed my back.

What did I feel for that man? He had saved my life and taken care of me for over a month. I still don't know what I feel for him. He was my enemy, and then we were business partners together and now. I don't know what I feel for him...I looked down at my body. Who am I? What am I?

Sometimes I just wish that Techno hadn't found me. What if I just died there in the prison? Maybe the other would let me die in peace. Maybe I got a grave, and maybe, maybe George or Sapnap would be there one day, just to say goodbye to my corpse.

If my death makes all of them happy, maybe that's best? If I just go and die and then leave a message for them, then they would be happy, right? If I can't have a happy life, they should at least get one. I guess it's better for all if I just die. If I just walk over to them and then get George to kill me. I think he would be happy for that. Yeah...I think, I think I should do that. 

Techno pov: 

I walked up to Phil and needed to talk to him. Like... I don't know what I should do. I know that the other can't take Dream, but how will I protect him? How will I keep him safe?

"Phil?" I asked, looking into the kitchen. "Yes?" He answered, didn't mind looking at me. "Can I talk to you?" I asked, nervous for a no. "Of course, what is it?" He looked up from the book and laid it down on the table before giving me his full attention. I sat down in the chair opposite of him and sighted.

"Well...I don't know." I said. Why did I ask to talk to him? I don't even know what I want to say. "Is it Dream again?" Phil was worried. "I...it's...Yeah, it's Dream..." I looked down. "You need to take a break. You use all of your time worrying about him. He can take care of himself for some days." Phil said. "I know... but I just can't forgive myself if something happens to him. Did you see what almost happened now? They could have taken him if I wasn't here. " I was upset. I really didn't want anything to happen to that boy, and the scariest part is that I don't know why I cared so much for him.

"You need to take some free time, just go out, take a walk, go hunting or something. He doesn't need you to be here every second of his life. It has been alone in the prison for months, so being gone for a few hours wouldn't be the end of the world. He knows what he is doing. " Phil said. "I know...I know..." I said, I didn't know if I actually wanted to leave the house when there were people who wanted to kill him. "But?" Phil asked, waiting for me to say something more, something I don't know what it is.

"I don't knot Phil. I'm just worried, that's all. And his health is not good at all. He got stabbed twice. He is still weak. And even if he is walking and training with me, I can see that he is hurt, he is in pain and I don't know what I should do with it. I don't want him to be in pain, but he is and there is nothing I can do abut it. He has gone through so many terrible things. I just don't want him to need to face something like that again. I just can't let them take him. I don't know what would happen then. What if they torture him? " I had started talking fast and also swallowing my words. I got up from the chair and almost knocked it down with my arms. "What if they starve him and hold him captured and torture him. What if they look at him again, but this time worse than before? What if...what if...what..." I didn't realize I had started crying before Phil laid a hand on my shoulder.

"Techno. You need to calm down. I will write a note and lay it on the table beside his bed and then you will go out and do something. You are clearly exhausted. You need to stop thinking about him every second of your life. Yes, he isn't in the best constitution, but he is better than ever since he came out of prison. And that's because of you. You've done everything you can to assist him.You deserve to take some time off. And I'm sure Dream thinks it's too. He doesn't need you beside him all the time. " Phil said, moving me slowly to the door outside.

But was he right? I Dream okay with it. Maybe some hours won't hurt. I guess I can just come back when it's nightfall. "Okay" I said to Phil before taking my cape on and walking outside. One hour won't hurt.

Dream pov: 

I can do it tomorrow night. Yes. I think they will be happy for that. And Techno is clearly exhausted, so it would be better for him if I died too. Yeah. I think that's the right. Oh, so happy Sapnap and George will be, and Karl and I can finally do something nice for Tommy.

I smiled at the thought. Yeah...they will be happy.

And with that, I fell asleep with a peaceful smile on my face. 

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