The New Start

Chapter 15

I don't know...I will try to read over when I'm done writing it, but I will not promise that it will give meaning or that my grammar is ✨perfect✨

I wrote this on two devices at the same time and thought that it had disappeared so i wrote the same thing again, but then I found my first draft and I tried to put both in, so sorry if it's not giving any sense...

Enjoy

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Dream pov:

'What am I supposed to do? I know they will come and look after me. I know that Thecno will be in trouble. I know he will have to fight and I know that I'm not able to help in the condition I'm in now.' I sighted and looked down at myself. I didn't look good. Although I looked much better than when Techno found me, I was in a coma or sleep for two weeks. Well, I'm not able to fight. I know I have trained with him, but I also know he didn't do his best. The one time I won over him, well, it was pure luck and he was going easy on me. I know he could have won if he wanted it, but of course he wouldn't admit it.

'I need to run away. I know Techno will be broken and angry at me, even though I didn't know why, but it's better than me being here and letting him fight for me. I think it's best if I keep him safe. I can handle this on my own. If I just disappeared. He could forget me after some days and then he could live on with his life and maybe, maybe he would be able to go back to his peaceful living style. If the voices let him... if the smp let him '

I will run away tomorrow, tomorrow night. I just need one day with him before leaving forever. I know that if I leave, I will never be able to come back. If I leave, I need to leave forever.

 

I walked to the door out to the living room and opened it slowly. I needed to see what he was doing. Maybe I could help him and make him a little happier before I left. I don't think techno realised that I was standing and looking at him. He sat on the table and had his feet on the couch. He was polishing his sword and had a miserable look in his face and a gaze filled with worrying. I guess I wasn't the only who had a lot on my mind.

"Is there something wrong?" I asked and leaned my back on the door to the bedroom. "Nope," he replied quickly, the shivering and nervous tension in his voice palpable, but when he met my gaze, the miserable expression vanished and was replaced by a slightly neutral to positive expression.

"I know there is something, you looked almost sad. Technoblade is never sad, and at least not when he has his sword in his hands. " I smiled when the last slipped out of my mouth. And a small nervous laughter came from Techno. I looked him dead in his eyes. "Tell me." He looked instantly away and tried to hold his shivering hands. I have never seen him that nervous before. He was always so confident in his actions and always knew what to do. "It's nothing, I'm just nervous for you. Your recovery is not going that good." He said I nodded weakly.

I know my recovery wasn't going that well. I barely sleep at night now, and when I did, nightmares and memories hunted me. Sometimes I forgot to eat and techno needed to remind me about it. I loved food, it wasn't that. I guess I just got used to not eating after too long in that prison. I looked down at the floor before looking up to Techno again. I said "I'm fine" and smiled at him.

He opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by the knock on the door. "I take it," he said, and walked to the door. He opened it slowly, but when he saw Phil standing outside, a smile grew on his face, and he smiled and welcomed the old man into his cabin.

"What's up Phil?" I said this while still standing at the bedroom door's opening, while both Techno and Phil had taken up residence on the couch."Well, I just needed to check on you. The SMP is quite upset after realizing that you left. even though they think you only left a week ago. I don't think Sam was checking on you that often. I'm sorry for that." He smiled sad eyes at me. "It's okay. I guess he wasn't the best warden after all. But that's a problem for the future." I said and gave them an encouraging smile.

"Well, everything is good here." "Techno I said after a minute of painful silence. I smiled and looked at Phil. "Is everything good with you?" I asked and looked at him. "Well, yes, it is. But I think that you are the person who should get that question, not question it. "he said and looked at me with a gaze filled with a hint of worry and sympathy. I guess he had seen the way I tried to hide the pain in my side when I spoke, or how my head and gaze got blurry after moving or talking too fast. "It's good. It could always be better, but if you think of how I looked when Techno found me, I think I'm pretty good." I smiled and looked between the two older people in the room. "Well, Techno was quite worried when he found you." Phil said and smiled. "I don't think I have ever seen he worry so much over a person before. You scared him there. You should have seen him when-" "that's enough" Techno interrupted Phil and both I and Phil started laughing at Techno's embarrassment.

Well, I'm glad you are feeling better, but take it easy, Dream. We don't want you to exert yourself too much. Just a few weeks ago, you wanted to be able to walk on your own and eat. You haven't eaten a proper meal for almost a year. So...just be careful." Phil said. It felt wrong that he should worry so much about me, but at the same time. It felt good to have someone that cared about me and didn't want me to get hurt. I couldn't remember the last time someone actually cared enough about me to say something when I didn't eat or lay in bed and comfort me when my nightmares got worse and I wasn't able to sleep for hours. Even though I didn't want to admit it, it felt good to live with Techno and Phil.

"I will be careful." I said and smiled at Phil. "And I will take care of that," Techno said and smiled. "I admit I was pretty scared when I found you. So now you are not allowed to do something like that again." His voice was loud and clear, but I knew that he was soft on the inside, so I just smiled and walked towards them, sat down on the couch beside Techno, and laid my head on his shoulder. "Promise," I whispered. But I didn't know if I could hold it. I know I was supposed to run away in the next 28 hours...

"I promise," I said as I closed my eyes and snuggled into Technos' warm and safe presence.

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This was kinda just a fill inn, sorry for the lack of action and good plot details and that.

And sorry for not updating.

I have struggled with my mental health now and like...things are not on the bright said right now.

And my school called mom and said that I didn't eat my lunch so now my mom is worried that I don't eat enough so things are a little complicated home.

But enough about my life, I hope that I will be able to upload more now.

Thanks for you support. I really appreciate when you comment on the chapters.

Thank you so much <3

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