The New Start

Chapter 40

Finally chapter 40, this is surreal, but I really like it. Thank you so much for reading.

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3rd persons POV:

Dream woke up to more pain, or pain was a constant feeling. His mind had gone back to prison mindset and he didn't know what to do to reverse it. And it was probably for the best. He didn't feel that much pain now. He didn't feel anything at all to be honest. It was a switch that had been pulled over permanently. He didn't want to feel anything anymore. He was too tired to do this living thing properly. Living was exhausting and he didn't want to do it anymore.

Yes, it's true.

He wanted to die.

He wanted to end all the suffering and pain and fucking exhaustion.

Because he was so ducking exhausted and drained that he had no idea what to do about it anymore.

In prison, he had the lava he could jump into, or at least before Sam got the chains, he could drown in the water. Even though that felt so awful and he hated the feeling when the water flooded his lungs and his body tried to breath it in. The suffocating feeling of water kills you from the inside.

But it's not that different from what he's experiencing now, almost like he suffocated in the blood that pooled out of his stomach. But lucky for him, Sapnap used potions, and now you could only see an ugly scar. The potions were supposed to get rid of it for good, but it didn't really work anymore. Been used too much in prison.

But he didn't really care that much anymore. He knew what he promised Techno, but that seemed so far away. After all that has happened recently, He doesn't know if he has the motivation to actually keep going.

So when Sapnap came into the base later that day and kicked him in the side as a greeting, he didn't really do anything else than behave according to the rules.

Techno POV:

"Phil!!"

"Philza fucking Minecraft!" I stormed out of my room and into his office, or what he wanted to call it. It was littered with old books about ancient times and pictures of both Wilbur and Tommy.

"Techno, please. Go back to bed. It's like 5 in the morning" his tone was dead serious and his gaze was tired as he looked up at me from his desk.

"Not as you can say anything here, I don't see that you are in bed, do I?" My tone was sharp, and maybe I snapped at him, but it didn't really matter.

"My body functions differently than yours and you know it." Phil sighed and looked at me. "But I don't think you are going to go back to bed even if I ask you to, will you?"

"No, I'm not. And you need to listen to me right now."

"Sit down and talk then"

"Okay so, I know Dream wrote the letter and I know he said that he wasn't going to try to off himself again or anything, but what if he is? What if he is already dead because I trusted a stupid letter he wrote? And I know I should trust him and all that, but what if someone found him in the woods? What if Quackity or Tommy found him, or what if Sapnap. Gosh, what if Sapnap found him." I took a deep breath when I found out that I had started rambling.

I stood up since there was no point in sitting down anymore and continued.

"What if Sapnap has him, or what if someone puts him back into the prison and tortures him again, or what if, what if they kill him. Phil!! What if they killed him. What if they killed him and he thought we didn't care enough to go and help him. Phil!"