•{Our Baby}• [DNF Parent AU] ✔

update on my well being

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I'm so sorry I haven't updated in so long it's just- Christmas has somehow stressed me out beyond measures and I'm trying to take a break. Yeah, I have severe anxiety and depression, yes I am taking pills for it but I think that it's just making it worse, knowing that I've wanted to kill myself multiple times and knowing I have to take medication to stop those thoughts. Also, this is kinda off track but still related, so we were at our grandma's for Christmas (and we got stuck for an extra day) and I was having a weird ass dream where the dudes mom I was dreaming as died and he tried killing himself (I am a girl btw-) but his family stopped him I think I can't really remember it was a while ago, and I woke up, eyes still closed, after he killed himself I think, and I was just bawling, like hiccuping and everything it was fucking terrible. I've also been thinking about like- idfk wanting to be a boy. But we won't get into that😅. Any who um- I'm working on another update right now so please just trust the slow progress. Hope you understand. Ily all so much, drink something (preferably water), get something to eat, and make sure you're sleeping it's important for your mental and physical health :)
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