Forced to be with you

Wanted 2 (Special Chapter)

I had love Molly. I never thought that I will love Molly despite my grewing adoration towards my friend's sister. But, that is what I thought. I set aside my feelings because I know her brother wouldn't approved of us.

I love Molly but the more we are in the relationship, I really induced that it was all about Cley. I talk about her most of the time whenever I am with Molly and that was disrepectful of me.

Is this why I didn't care much upon witnessing with my two eyes that she cheated on me? I didn't confront nor reprimanded her about it. I still with her despite the truth that I knew that nothing is going between us anymore. There is no spark that ignites a relationship to prosper. It died down... because of me.

None of my family knew that I entered a secret organization. It is too dangerous and when once you are in, there is no turning back on the pact. No spilling of information too even in the most important person in your life.

Arkin and I are in the same flagship. We called our faction, flagship. We are in the Alpha flagship. It took us years to earn a recognization from the organization. You need to swallow your morals because in this job, there is no room for second option.

We kill, but only if needed or that person is trying to get meddle with us during the mission but rest assured that we are no illegal or underground organization that is against the government. We are neither an ally nor a sworn enemy. We are in non-governmental organization but we accepted governmental mission, if our boss find the case resonable and indisputable.

Not all can be part of this and not all can participate whichever they like. They chose you and that was happened to me and Arkin. We received a chip of invitation.

Out of curiosity, I went to the place written on that chip. But, the main acceptance in the organization begins with a battle. If you lose, you'll die just to protect the privacy of the organization. That is where I found out that Arkin had been chosen too.

First time in my entire existence that I found my purpose aside from the paperwork that awaits for me in the business world. Second, I found a new way to protect her from any danger that might hurt her.

During the end of our training and as we successfully been recognized as an official member of the faction, golden rules will be consealed, but one rule resonates in my head.

"Thou shall not have commit relationship to anyone that could hinder the mission. A heart of the man of faction belongs only to the organization"

At first, It's not okay because I always dream her to be my infinite home but I accepted it due since this is me already, this is the River now that I already embraced. But, always expect the unexpected. Plans has been ruined in one single blow.

Our parents engaged us to a forced marriage. Nagulat ako nang hindi siya tumanggi. Hindi ko rin alam bakit ako nagalit sa kaniya sa pag hindi niya pagtanggi. Then, all of a sudden, the agreement I had concealed fired back to me. Reeason why I came up with cruel decision. I showed her how monstrous I am. How regretful me as her husband. That way, it'll be easier for her to loathe me and runaway from me.

Masakit pero kailangan. Nasa kamay ko na pinakawalan ko pa. Ito na ang kapalaran ko kaya tatanggapin ko nalang.

As we are in the commitment, the more I am having a hard time extending my tragedy. The more I realize, that I really love her. Masyado ko na siyang nasasaktan sa mga ginagawa ko pero minamahal niya parin ako. Mahal niya parin ang gagong ito. That is why I gave in, hindi ko kaya.

"Binalaan na kita, bro pero hindi ka nakinig" paninisi ni Arkin sa akin.

Bumuntong hininga lang ako. Don't you think I didn't fucking know that? It was loud it clear to me.