Sae-byeok / Ho-Yeon Imagins

Dear Diary ~ Sae-byeok

Sae- pov-

I meet Y/n outside the main entrance of the school so we can walk back to her house, she had invited me over to hang out and I couldn't say no. I'm not sure why but there is something about them that pulls me closer, like a magnet.

We spent the whole walk home talking about how our day was and what we did, we have been best friends for 3 years now and only recently have I started to feel weird around her, but a good weird. We finally get to her house and she tells me that she will meet me in her room after she makes food, I walk up to her stairs and enter her partially messy room with a few clothes shattered around and some random books as well.

I sit down on her bed and an open book on her pillow catches my eye, it had my name written on it. Picking it up I read the first words 'Dear diary'  Shit this is her diary! I know that it's rude and I shouldn't be snooping through her stuff but it has my name written in it so I can't resist. the page said:

Dear diary, I asked Sae if she could sleep over tomorrow night and she said yes! maybe I can use this to finally shoot my shot but what if she doesn't like me back? What would I even say, I don't think there is an easy way to tell your best friend that you are not only into girls but into them as well. She was telling me about this girl in her class today and it hurt so much but I'm not giving up, I've come too far for that. Maybe tomorrow I can ask her if she wants to go to like the...

The writing stopped, she must not of finished. I could hear footsteps from the stairs and panicked, quickly shutting the book and hiding it under her pillow just in time as the door swung open presenting Y/n holding two bowls of fruit salad. "Hope your hungry" She giggles and takes a seat next to me on her bed, diving into the fruit salad she had made.

We don't talk while eating and instead just put some quiet music on, it was good because it means I could have time to think about what the hell I had just read. I need to find a time when she leaves the room again to try and see if she wrote any more things about me. She like me? She like girls? I mean I had kinda had the hint that she liked girls, I always caught her sneakily checking girls out here and there and she never talked about having any guy crushes, like ever.

Y/n grabs some clothes from her cupboard and runs to the bathroom to get changed, I use this as my opportunity. Grabbing the diary I flick through the pages, skimming over the words reading little sentences like.

Her smile warms up my day. She looked so pretty today. And her playing guitar is just a whole other thing.

I laughed at the guitar one, I had been so distracted reading that I hadn't heard Y/n walk back into the room. She was standing at the doorway shocked to see me reading her diary, most likely in a state of panic and I couldn't blame her I mean I would be too. 

"What are you doing!?" She asks, I snap the book closed and quickly look at her "Y/n! it's not what it looks like" I hide the book behind me 'Way to not make it obvious  "How much did you read!?" just listening to her voice you could hear the panic as she was hoping I hadn't read too much about the things she had written about me. "I umm- You like girls?" I change the subject. She looks down at the ground and scratches the back of her neck, laughing nervously a bit "oh yea... that".

I stand up and walk over to her, "And you like me" I sudden wave of confidence rushed over me, she was too scared to shoot her shot so why don't I do it for her? she didn't look at me so I place my hand under her chin, gently pulling her head up so that our eyes were looking at each other. "What if I like you too?" I question, raising an eyebrow. Her jaw drops a bit and her face turns a dark shade of red, she tries to move her face away so she can hide it but I'm still holding her chin. I move my face closer to hers and ask her things about what I had read.

"Do you like when I play the guitar? Why? Does my smile warm your days?" I stole the words right from the pages, my voice was low and somewhat a whisper. She was speechless which made me chuckle a bit, I grew tired of teasing and did something I never thought I would do in a million years. Pulling her face closer to my mine, our lips basically touching; Her warm breath against my lips and her eyes glued onto mine, it's her who ends up filling the gap throwing herself at me. 

The kiss doesn't last long though, she quickly pulls away and looks back down at the ground "I am so sorry, I didn't mean for you to read any of that and I didn't mean to kiss you I just thought that-" I cut her off by pulling her into a tight hug. "How about we go get coffee and talk this all out yeah?" I knew I had feelings for her too but I wanted to talk about everything before starting something new. She nods her head and quickly grabs her handbag, yanking me out the door.

"Someone is eager" I tease.

A/n-

I feel nauseous and I'm sleep deprived so I decided to write another chapter, enjoy its and I haven't slept for 2 nights :)