Sae-byeok / Ho-Yeon Imagins

The Moon ~ Sae-byeok

Listened to this song when writing this, I'm in a mood and this song is the only thing keeping me going

Y/n pov-

It was over, it felt that way anyway. Everything I thought I knew was wrong, Sae-byeok has tried to comfort me the best she can and I feel bad that it's not working but what else am I meant to feel right now? Relief? Freedom? How? How can I be anything but hurt? 

Sae-byeok lightly takes my hand, pulling me up softly. "Come on, your not staying in here any longer" she whispers, trying her best not to disturb the looming silence. I don't fight it, I have no more energy to and instead, allow my body to be taken away by her. We have been friends for years and she is finally understanding the ways to help me when I'm most upset. 

She takes me to her backyard, turns off the porch light and guides me to a patch of grass. We both take a seat until I notice Sae-byeok lying on her back, I mimic her and look up at the sky. It's dark, and a few clouds float around, but the darkness is forever lit up by the moon, it was full tonight, it looked perfect. Stars crowd the sky alongside it, adding little shining dots of light. 

"Do you remember when we were younger and you would always tell me about your sky theory?" Sae mumbled, her eyes fixed on the live picture in front of her. "I remember" I whisper, my voice breaking in my words. It's silent for a while until I decide to say the theory to her once more, the same thing she has heard for years.

"Everyone is one of three things, if they are the sun then they are bright and happy, they enjoy cheering others up and wounder through life without a care in the world... If you are a star then like the sun you shine bright but your beauty is something that is unmatchable, both looks and personality, just breathtaking. You aren't as loud as the Sun but you still make a statement" Sae-byeok laughs a bit "And finally the moon, The moon is someone who is delicate and fragile, they go through phases but regardless they are still beautiful. They shine brightest when the world seems the darkest" I smile to myself, that idea of being one of three things was something I lived by.

"But there is more," Sae-byeok says, momentarily turning to look at me "There is?" I question, turning to see a soft smile on her lips before she turns back to the night sky. "I think that someone could be Day or Night. If someone is the day then they are more extroverted, they enjoy being with others, putting themselves out there, but if they are the night then they are more content, quiet, and hard to understand" She mumbles, letting out a small breath. "Then what am I?" I ask her, turning my body to lay on its side, facing her. 

"you... You are the night, you are the moon. Delicate, Beautiful, and forever changing" She turns her body to look at me. Her words felt different, they weren't words I heard often, defiantly not from Sae-byeok and definitely not in this way. I shouldn't be getting this feeling, it's not what's supposed to happen. 

"Sae-byeok i-" "It's ok, don't say anything" She smiles once more, though the lighting is dim I can catch a glimpse of her eyes, glossy as she tears up. I don't know what to say, I don't know what I want to say, what is happening? 

She turns back onto her back, not saying anything else, to which I do the same. But as I lay there for longer I feel a warm hand lace into mine, holding my hand tight but still, not a single word was exchanged.