Sae-byeok / Ho-Yeon Imagins

Strangers Pt.2 ~ Sae-Byeok

I made another part because I thought of something I add :)

Y/n pov-

It had been almost a month since me and Sae-byeok had first met on that balcony and almost every night since we always sit up there and talk, If we aren't talking then we are laying down looking at the sky. We had grown closer to each other, any problem I had I always felt so comfortable talking about with her.

I was waiting on the rooftop, I had come earlier and brought with me another case of beers. It wasn't often that we drank when together but it had now been a month since we met so I thought it would be fun even if I don't like how it tastes too much. "Her stranger" I felt a cold hand run up my shoulder and to the side of my cheek, Sae-byeok takes a seat next to me and grabs a drink. 

"You're in a happy mood" I smile at her "I'm with you, why wouldn't I be happy" She answers. That's the other thing since we have been getting closer Sae-byeok's mood has been different, she's touchier and more affectionate; our late night talks would always result in her laying her head in my lap or cuddled up in each other's arms. At first, I didn't think much of it but the more it continued it had me asking myself too many questions, if this was what I thought was happening was I ready to put myself back into that? What if I get hurt again?

"You ok?" She asks looking over at me, I smile and nod my head clearing the thoughts from my mind. "Read any good books yet? I've been meaning to ask if you could recommend any for me" She opens her bottle and takes a sip "Since when do you read?" I laugh "Since today" I look at her bottle and somehow it was already half empty. "Slow down on your drink, you might choke" I giggle, she mumbles something under her breath and I can't hear what it is.

I look back at the city, it was quieter than most nights. The air was cold especially up here, and I could feel the chills on my skin as a fresh breeze passes by. "What's on your mind," Sae asks, I stand up and walk to the edge leaning on the railing. 

"I wonder sometimes if I will ever feel ready again. Ready for love, ready to feel and sometimes I feel although I may never truly be ready for anything life as to offer me no matter how sure I am" I sigh, Sae stands next to me, "You don't need to be ready, falling is something no one can truly prepare themselves for and that's all love is... falling for someone; What matters is that your happy because if your not happy single you won't be happy taken not truly happy it will just be another failing relationship hidden behind lies you tell yourself" She talks, I think about what she says 'that's all love is... falling for someone.

"here, have another drink" She passes me my unfinished drink and opens herself a new one "Are you ok? You never drink this fast?" I ask concerned. "Don't worry about me-" She takes a deep breath and turns back to the city "I couldn't be better" She was quiet when saying those words, I take a deep breath and turn her to face me. 

"What are you doi-" I stand on my tiptoes and kiss her, her lips were soft and warm, the faint taste of beer lingered on her lips. I feel her free hand being placed on my back as she pulls me closer, my body instantly heats up and my face turns red but I can just blame that on the cold, not that she will believe me. I pull away from the kiss to catch my breath "What was that for?" She asks, the biggest smile on her face "Your right... I may not feel ready, yet I'm already falling... So why wait till I hit the bottom when you can fall with me?"

she turns away from me and crosses her arms as if she is angry and I instantly panic "Did i... do something wrong" I ask worried "I wanted to be the one to kiss you first" She pouts, instant relief, I take a deep breath and move closer to her as she pulls me in for a hug. "Does this mean you like me too?" I whisper "No I just kissed you for fun" She answers, I look up at her and she giggles "Of course, I like you dummy" She lightly kisses my forehead and I turn back to the city.

 I may still have a slight fear that something bad is going to happen yet at the same time it's like Sae-byeok just makes all those fears go away. That feeling of freedom I so willingly waited for was finally here, I could breathe again, I could feel again, I could live again and it was all because of her. It's crazy to me how one person can change everything about your life, for better or worse.

A/n-

If you don't like this chapter then just pretend that the last one was the end I just thought about writing this as soon as I posted the other one so ya. If you have any requests let me know and if anyone is dealing with any problems and they just want someone to rant to you can always message me privately, I'm more than happy to help and talk :)