Sae-byeok / Ho-Yeon Imagins

I miss you ~ Sae-byeok

Angst ig

Y/n pov-

I look at all the possible flower choices and pick a beautiful bouquet of baby breath, a few tulips mixed in—her favourite.

Walking down the footpath I feel someone's presents near, a soft pat on my shoulder stops me. I turn to be met with a taller blond girl, her eyes are hazel and she has a soft spray of freckles on her face. "Can I help you?" I ask "I'm sorry this is going to sound weird but I noticed you in the shops and I just had to ask... could I perhaps get your number?" She asks me, I can tell she is nervous and I do find it odd that a random girl asks for my number after one look. 

"Sorry" was all I said as I look down at the promise ring that sits tight on my finger, she seems disappointed but she isn't rude about it "I see, well thank you anyway. Have a good day" she rushes off, I could tell she was embarrassed. I don't think much about the encounter and continue on my walk, the flowers held tight in my hands. 

I finally arrive, the sun shines bright, and the chirping of birds from a distance mixes perfectly with the fresh smell of spring that brushes by. I take a seat on the ground and place the flowers down on the dirt, holding my knees close to my chest I stare at the stone slab reading the same words that have always been there. 

Sae-byeok's name, when she was born and when she passed. That day still haunts me, I've never had a real family, she was as close as I got. 

"I bought your favourite flowers, you would always talk about how you didn't like the basic roses people would always get. Some girl asked me for my number, I'm not ready to move on though, I don't want to forget you." This was an ordinary thing for me, talking to her as if she was actually there. 

I talk about our dog Milo and how he has finally learned to fetch without running away and never bringing the ball back. He tends to sleep on Sae-byeok's side of the bed, at first I was against it, I wanted to keep everything perfect but I soon found comfort in him being there; I didn't feel as alone.

After 30 minutes of sitting there and talking about anything that was on my mind, I decided to head back home, collecting my things I say a final goodbye and start the walk home. It's not far from my apartment building and the exercise is good for me, as I walk down the street I fiddle with the ring on my finger. Sae-byeok had gotten it for me for Christmas, promising that no matter what we will always be together.

I questions what went wrong that day, and how the world would let me lose her like that. 

Returning back to the apartment I'm greeted by Milo at the door, jumping up onto me, wanting nothing but love and affection. I bring him over to the couch, pulling a blanket over my lap and calling him over to sit with me. Scrolling through the choices for tonight's movie on Netflix as Milo rests on my lap.

Today seemed to be worse than others, my mum tells me that it's okay to have days like this but to not let it get the better of me.

Oh, how I need you right now Sae-byeok, why did you have to leave me, why so soon?

Short lil chapter - ill have some more out soon 

More fluff or angst?