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we only existed to meet - myg - angst

Amidst the silent night, the sound of the door clicking open once again alerts yoongi.

"Where have you been?" he questions as his gaze stays on you.

"Anywhere but here." you replied. Yoongi sighs and once again turns over to the television. "Say, have you... ever thought of breaking of this relationship?"

"What relationship?" he asked, gaze not even leaving the television. Your heart broke as you heard his words, turning to get a glass of water.

"This. Whatever we have right now." you pointed drinking the water and setting it down on the sink.. beside the pile of dirty dishes. You winced at the sight, "We don't even act or feel like a couple anymore yoon, why keep this up?"

"Were we ever even a 'couple'?" he asked, smug face turning to look at you as he clicked his tongue. "Besides, you know damn well you can't live without me."

"What? I lived perfectly fine alone for 5 years before I met your ass yoon."

"How's the attachment issues going?" he cut you off and you fell silent, seeing as he did have a point. You just can't let him go. Not when you've been together for almost 4 years now.

And you know he can't let you go himself too.

"I... don't want this anymore." you murmured. "I don't want to be with you anymore."

Yoongi stood up, walking up to you as he raised his eyebrows. "You don't want to be with me anymore?"

"Yes. I hate having to see you in this goddamn house and be reminded of how fucked up my life turned out to be!" You said, locking eyes with him as you felt the rushing urge of wanting to stand up for yourself.

"I hate having to talk to you and hoping I have a bigger place in your heart when all I ever was to you is a distraction from all the problems you've been running away from! I'm not your mom nor your therapist yoon, I'm supposed to be your lover!"

"You're talking as if your life wasn't fucked up way before we met." he said, towering over you as he glared.  "And you're talking big for someone who has used me for the same reason y/n."

He wasn't wrong.

But you knew that you had to stop this at some point.

"Let's.. both heal from this yoon. We both don't deserve this." You whispered. Although this was absolutely painful for you to do, there was no other way.

"Fine." he shrugged, turning and seemingly cleaning up some of his mess. "Relationships are meant to end anyway aren't they?"

What relationship...?

Can you even call this a relationship at this point?

"They aren't even meant to end yoon. Relationships exist to last forever." you exclaimed as he continued cleaning up, not even looking at you. "It's just that... we didn't exist to be together forever, we only existed to meet."

"If I hadn't met you, I wouldn't have ever realized how toxic or fucked up I am." you exhaled, tears forming in your eyes.

"I'll drop by tomorrow to pick up the rest of my things." yoongi finally said as he turned to head out to the front door. And as he opened the door, "And I... want to get better... and if we do meet again after... then I want to..

love you. Like how I was never able to in these 4 years"

And the door shut close.

That was it? It's over?

You sighed and felt a tear roll down your cheek. You didn't know if you were crying because you were sad he left or because you were relieved.

But either way, it's fine....

Maybe relationships really do exist to end...

A/N

This chapter was also rushed since I wanted to post a last chapter to end the book so I'm sorry if it's kinda rough. I wanted to try that type of writing style/concept too cuz it's very unique for me.

hey so with this, I am finally going to put an end to this book (im sorry for making yall wait for like literal years T-T).

Thank you all so much for the support and I am very happy that I was able to write this book and meet all of you guys. I hope you all live your lives to the fullest and always stay safe.

love you guys and again, thank you!