2 years. 2 years of what seemed love was what she felt. But when a year and half passed, she wondered, was everything really about love?
"ggukie please talk to me." she pleaded, not being able to accept the fact that he's ignoring her because of something she didn't know again.
It had always been like this. Him getting mad at her for unknown reasons. Him scolding her for small things. It was getting pretty grubby. Their relationship was slowly getting passed the 'toxic' line.
"Love what's the matter? Please tell me. We can't keep arguing over small things." but he continued ignoring her. Like she didn't exist.
"Gguk. Please talk to me--" flinching, she stepped back, and continously blinked.
"Shut up! Just shut your nagging mouth and fuck off. I'm tired."her eyes then widened at his sudden outburst. She tried controlling her tears but she failed as a tear came running down her cheek.
"I-I'm sorry y/n. I--" she then backed away and shook her head.
"I-i need some time alone, sorry--"
"Fine! Time alone?! Fcking hell! I'm trying to fix this shtty relationship but you're here saying 'i need some time alone.'" he mimicked her voice and her lips parted over his words. "Go! Leave! If you want to, don't come back! You were always like this! Running away from your problems! Just like how you ran away from your problems years ago! Your a scaredy cat!!"
That was it. She couldn't take it anymore. You could say hurtful words to her but never remind her of the past she never wanted to come back and remember.
"You are not jungkook. You're not the man I love. Jungkook would never say that kind of things--!!"
"Well guess what?! He just did!"
She then shook her head and quickly took her phone from the center table and her coat, quickly going out the front door.
Her tears never stopped and her vision blurred.
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"Oppa?" she called and instantly, rushing footsteps were heard from the stairs and almost instantly, she was already attacked in a bear hug. "A-ahh oppa I can't breathe."
He then let her go and upon looking at her face, his brows furrowed.
"baby have you been crying?" he said, worry lacing his voice. He then cupped his sister's cheeks and further examined her swollen eyes.
"O-oppa i--" she wasn't able to finish her sentence he then hugged her tight and the top of her head.
"Let's get you to bed."
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"Baby, what happened?" hoseok asked, still feeling worried.
"J-jungkook and I had an a-argument." she stuttered.
"You two have been arguing lately love. What's the matter?"
"I-i don't even know anymore. I-i need some time alone oppa. Please." she looked up at him with pleading eyes and he sighed, giving in and getting out of her room.
But before he did, he peeked inside to see her staring at her phone, still crying, probably waiting for jungkook to text.
"You're not happy anymore, love."
author
this is pretty much sht. im so sorry that im not writing any good stuff.
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bts imagines
Random❝ it's like sadness became my coping mechanism. the pain and tears it brings is quite beautiful to see ❞ this is an imagines book but it's contents are mostly angst. requests are closed for now (may 09, 2020) #1 in bts angst #80 in korean 08/24/19
