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❝ you did good ❞ PJM - angst

[🌙] : title : ❝ you did good ❞
[✨] : type : angst
[🍂] : member(s) : park jimin
[🍁] : side note : i recommend listening to "first love" by yoongi :)

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You and the boys returned to the dorm after their concert. You looked over jimin to see him looking out the window, spacing out.

As you all reached the dorm, he quietly stepped out, not even looking at you. You frowned, watching as he locked himself inside yours his bedroom.

You looked at the boys, and they sighed. "He had a small mistake earlier when he performed. It was barely even noticed." Namjoon explained and and you nodded, heading towards the door of the bedroom.

"Chim?" you whispered, waiting for his reply. "Chim please open the door."

He didn't reply but you heard his heavy pants and sniffing. "Jimin." you called, worried. "Jimin open the door."

You frantically twisted the doorknob, looking at seokjin as you yelled, "The key! Get the key? He's having a panic attack!"

Seokjin handed you the key and you opened the door to see jimin on the floor, curled up and crying. You rushed to him, wrapping your arms around him.

You felt tears brim your eyes. He lowly growled, roughly pushing you away. You stumbled, and went to him once again, used to all of this.

"Y/N...." jungkook, whispered, seeing you struggle.

"Taehyung could you—could you please get him some water." you pleaded and watched as he ran to get some water. "Jimin please calm down. It's fine. You did good out there." you soothed.

Taehyung came back and handed you a water bottle. He stepped back along with the boys, knowing that if they interfered, jimin would only go wild.

"Here. Drink some water. Calm down. You did really good out there. I didn't even notice your mistake—" he swatted the open water bottle. It flew from your hand, spilling some on your shirt. Your lips parted as the bottle hit you.

"I didn't! Stop fucking lying to me! I don't need your lies!" he shouted. "I don't need you and your stupid lies! You don't understand what I'm feeling right now because your a lazy bitch that does nothing—"

"Jimin!" Namjoon shouted, seeing your state. Jimin turned silent but continued crying while glaring at you.

Once again. It was repeating all over again. You didn't know that dating jimin was going to be like this. You didn't know that dating a person who's too hard to himself would be this complicated.

You didn't want to this life did you? All you wanted was to make him happy.

At first, you did it because you wanted to. But know, it felt like loving him was already becoming a painful responsibility.

You locked eyes with him and saw how his eyes slightly softened before he leaned his forehead on his bent up knees.

You ignored the pity the other boys were giving you as you crawled towards jimin, wrapping your arms around him.

"You did good jimin." you weakly smiled. "You need to rest."

And no matter what happens, you'll always end up forgiving him. You understand his pain. You heal his pain.

But he never understood yours.

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It was already midnight but you weren't asleep. You stared at jimin's face, a tear cascading down your cheek.