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❝insecurities and fears❞ KSJ part two - angst

part two for __xxxreaderxxx__'s request hehe

"Why did you even follow me here namjoon" you chuckled, your sanity slipping away as you sipped from the wine glass you were holding, the loud song booming from the bar's speakers were going to burst your ear drums. "Go away."

"You're already drunk y/n damn. It has only been an hour." he said, sighing. He was already tired by visiting the places he thought you would be when he lost track of you.
"C'mon please. Seokjin must be worried."

"Worried?" you sarcastically chuckled, eyes dark with utter pain once again as namjoon softly held your wrist. "After everything he said?"

"I don't even think he loves me anymore namjoon. I saw his eyes." you said, pointing to your eyes. "The shine his eyes had before wasn't there anymore." Namjoon stayed silent, looking straight at her starry eyes. Emotions were quietly bottled up her irises as she bitterly chuckled.

For minutes, they stared at each other's eyes, close enough that their noses almost touched. As if they were lost, trying to find the emotions hidden in those dark starry eyes.

"Wow. What a fucking sight." You heard a voice and you felt drowsy once again, lightly falling towards namjoon.

A squeal left your lips as you felt a hard grip on your upper arm, pushing you away. You fell from your stool, landing on the floor.

"Seokjin!" you heard namjoon shout. "What the hell! We weren't even doing anything!"

"Shut up! You almost kissed her and I saw that namjoon!" Seokjin said, grabbing your upper arm once again and lifting you up.

"Hyung-" Taehyung called out as seokjin began walking towards the exit, body burning up with anger.

But seokjin was already outside. He opened his car door, throwing you as you winced. He entered the car himself and began driving.

Your eyes lingered on his features once more, ears and neck red as he was restraining himself from blowing up.

"Seokjinnie-"

"Shut up!" he shouted, hand raising to signal you to stop talking. You flinched, thinking he was gonna hit you. He glanced at your figure, your hands covering your ears as you began crying. He cussed, hand brushing his hair back.

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You both arrived in front of your shared house. His gaze landed on your figure. You had your knees up, hugging them. Your shoes was already discarded on the carpeted floor of his car.

He sighed, features softening as he heard your sobbing. "Princess-" he said, reaching out to you and attempting to hug you but you flinched, moving away and swatting his hands away.

"N-No! Get away from me!" you shouted hands going different ways as you felt your panic attack kicking in. "O-out! Out! I want to go out!" you said, fumbling on the car door handle. Your breath began getting heavier as beads of sweat formed on your forehead.

"Hey, y/n calm down." Seokjin said, holding your hands as it shook. "Look at me. Look at me princess."

You squirm on his hold, trying to pull away. He cupped your cheeks, connecting both your foreheads as he looked straight at your eyes.

You looked back, your body staying still as the sparkle you once loved to see was now displayed in front of you. You closed your eyes, regaining your breath as he held you close.

"Y/N." he called but you kept your eyes closed scared that he'd be back to what he was before. "Please open you're eyes. I won't hurt you. I'm here."

And then there it was the stars that his eyes held. The sparkle that softly laid in his dark irises was back. You cried, your eyes releasing a river of bottled up tears.

"I'm sorry princess." he whispered, picking you up and laying you down on his lap, hugging you as he kept whispering apologies in your ear. "I'm sorry. I never meant anything that I said earlier baby I wasn't thinking straight."

You slightly pouted, bring your face in his neck as you cried. "I love you." you whispered.

"I love you too."

author ✨

now, i want a happy ending becoz i love seokjinnie and becoz im a sensitive btch. don't attack me.

btw, the part on the bar was another choice she gave me for the argument beside the restaurant part on the part one and she asked me to pick one but then when i began writing the part two, i thought, why not just write both because why tf not lmfao 💀💀

oh and i rlly like reading your comments pls i wanna know your feedbacks hihi