❝ it's like sadness became my coping mechanism. the pain and tears it brings is quite beautiful to see ❞
this is an imagines book but it's contents are mostly angst.
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#1 in bts angst
#80 in korean
08/24/19
[🌙] : title : ❝ it was only pity ❞ [🥂] : part : two [✨] : type : angst ig [🍂] : member(s) : jeonjungkook [🍁] : side note : this part two was elsabeatrisrn6 's idea :D
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past — present (notice the font)
—your pov—
Eyes glancing over the phone as it lit, I felt my tears flow down my eyes. Just why did this have to happen again? Did fate hat you that much?
'Jimin' the screen read as you hugged your knees to your chest. You didn't want anything to do with them anymore. You despised them.
Seeing as jimin ended the call but sent a voicemail, you can't help but play it.
"Y/N please answer your phone— I— I'm worried..." he trailed off. "Please tel me you're okay. I want you to know that I had nothing to do with jungkook's doings. I tried stopping him."
"Please believe me—" and then it cut off. Your hand caressed your hearing aid. With the pent up anger you felt, you harshly ripped your hearing aid out, throwing it.
Blood gushed out your ear as you felt a slight sting.
This was gonna take awhile. This pain that you felt was going to stay for a long time. You had no one beside you.
Can you really get over this pain?
—jungkook'spov—
The darkness my room held hugged my figure as I continued typing on my phone. Sending messages to y/n and constantly calling her.
A week passed already. I didn't know what to do. I needed her. It was such a pain to know that I only realized how important she was
when I already lost her.
"Please answer your phone." I mumbled, wiping my tears. I growled upon realizing she has once again ignored my call.
"Jungkook?" I flinched, eyes flashing over hyeji as she sat on the other side of the bed. "W-why?"
