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❝i still want you❞ × jjk - angst

shouts.

that was the only thing that was heard through the whole house. the exaggerated shouts of a couple whom was known to be sweet and lovable.

"NO! EVERY SINGLE TIME! YOU'D ALWAYS PUSH ME AWAY! LIKE I'M NOT YOUR GIRLFRIEND!" he looked at her, eyes raging with hatred and not love, like it used to.

"You wanna know why?" he spoke with his deep, husky voice. He then took big steps towards her. And without any warning, he held her jaw tightly, bringing it near his face.

Tears slowly fell from her eyes as she closed them, fear overcoming her emotions.

"because you're useless." her eyes snapped open and it widened. "if i let you help me with work, you'll only mess everything up like the clumsy bich you are." her lips parted as she felt herself weaken. "your just like what your mother said. Sensitive, emotional and weak!"

He then suddenly buried his face on her neck. She shouted as her tears didn't stop falling. She squirmed as he suddenly bit her collarbone.

"JUNGKOOK! STOP PLEASE!"

But no matter how much she shouted, nothing could make him stop. And it was scaring her.

He then forcefully layed her down the bed and tightly held her wrists above her head as he began stripping her

(oh god im not going to do this lmfao. please just leave in your imagination as i am just a smol 13 year old pure child lmfao)

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I know he'll take very good care of you love. So I'm letting you go even though i know it'll hurt me. As your father, I never want to let go my one and only little princess but I eventually have to right? Because you love each other. It is more than obvious in your eyes.
Love, promise me, your dad, that you'll take care of yourself. That you'll take care of jungkook.
You deserve all the happiness baby. And I hope that jungkook will give it to you.

Tears engulfed her cheeks as she read the letter that her dad has given to her. She missed him despite the fact that he's just busy in another country.

"Please hit me." she looked up as a voice startled her. He then took her hand and placed it on his cheek, hitting it. "Please hit me and tell me that you don't love me anymore. Tell me that you'll leave me."

She closed her eyes her body and soul weakening.

After a moment of silence, the only thing heard was the sound of light slapping. She opened her eyes again and looked at him with deep  soft eyes.

He tightly closed his eyes, waiting for the impact. But instead, he felt something else.

He felt her caressing his cheek. "As much as I want to hit you, I can't" she started. "because I love you too much."

And his tears continued falling non stop. "But I don't deserve you. I never will" he sobbed, not being able to control his emotions. "A-after what I did last night, I feel like the most shittiest person. I feel like I'm the worst husband." he held her hand to his lips and kissed it. "I-I failed you."

"You know, I've always wanted to make love to you." she smiled, despite the tears falling down her cheeks. "but not like how you treated me last night. I feel so unworthy. I feel used. I feel hurt. Physically, emotionally and mentally."

He sobbed harder, reminiscing all the things he's done to you. "I-I'm sor-ry--" he stuttered. She then stood up from the couch, walking up to his broken, shaking figure.

"I still love you. No matter what." she whispered to his ear, hugging him tightly. He hugged back, burying his face in her neck, still shaking. He sobbed harder.

"I'm sorry. I-I'm sorry. I-I'm sorry." he stuttered. "I love you so much. So so much. I'm sorry."

author.
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im sad. i cried a bit.
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