bts imagines

❝i wish mom never adopted you❞ pt. 2 - angst

Joohyun silently opened the bedroom's door to see his friend crying. Her face was buried in the pillow, muffled sobs echoing through the dark room.

He walked inside his heart slowly shattering. He then sat down beside her and her sobs temporarily stopped before she loudly cried again.

"A-am I that u-useless?" his eyes softened and he caressed hair softly.

"No. You aren't and you never will." he whispered. "Everybody was made for a purpose y/n."

She sobbed, ignoring his remark.

Joohyun then sighed and held both her shoulders lifting her up only to see her red and puffy eyes. He then placed her on his lap and tightly hugged her. She buried her face on the crook of his neck as she hugged him back.

Joohyun then placed his gaze on the guys that was peeking inside the room. He saw regret on hoseoks eyes as he heard her cries.

"If only I can make a decision for myself before." she said. "but I was too young."

"If only I knew h-hoseok oppa didn't want to have me." she stuttered and hugged him tighter. "I should've just left."

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Although he heard her words, hoseok decided onto giving her space for a while.

She sighed, looking at her reflection in the mirror as she got ready for school.

"Y/N?" jihye opened the door and y/n looked at her, eyes painted with worry. "Let's go?" she smiled.

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Y/N held her head down low as students around her gasped and whispered.

"I knew that she was adopted. An ugly girl like her? As hoseok's sister?"

"I freaking know right. She doesn't even belong to the jung fam."

"I don't know what the heck Mrs. Jung even saw in her that she decided onto adopting her."

Tears welled her sorrowful eyes as she heard them. She then felt a warm hand hold her cold ones "It'll be alright princess." joohyun softly whispered.

She then sighed and proceeded onto her classroom. As she entered, gasps were heard.

"Oh god it's y/n."

She then sat down on her seat as her tears fell down her eyes. She herself couldn't accept it. She couldn't accept herself.

Soon enough the bell rang and as she began walking through the halls of her school, a hand pulled her back, towards the girl's bathroom.

"Hey bitch." hyeri smirked as she watched y/n's eyes widen. "Don't be too surprised. I thought you expected to see me."

As silence overcame the room, hyeri chuckled. "So you're adopted huh? You should've known."

"A small weakling like you? A jung? Impossible!" y/n flinched as she suddenly raised her voice.

"Although they adopted you, you should know damn well that jung hoseok would never love you as a sister." she smirked. "You're a disappointment."

She sighed as she felt herself getting hurt. It was true. She was a disappointment.

"You didn't even notice that you're 'brother' is hurt. That he's hurt for the fact you get all the attention now."

Her fist clenched as he remembered his words from that day. She really didn't notice it. She was dumb and naive.

"You are not worth their love." she whispered.

And as she did, a scream echoed through the whole room as the door busted open. A frowning hoseok along with along with yoongi and namjoon then came to the picture.

"What the hell hyeri?" hoseok shouted as he pushed her aside and ran towards y/n.

"Y/N-"

"It's true. She's saying the truth." hoseok's actions halted as his and the other's eyes softened. "I don't deserve anyone's love"

"I had clearly neglected your pain oppa." she stared at his eyes. "I'm sorry that you had to be hurt like that. I didn't know."

Hoseok hugged his little sister as tears fell down his eyes. "I was just happy with all the love. I really didn't know." she sniffed.

"I myself have been going through so many things." she whispered. "I'm pressured"

"I'm pressured to be someone who I don't wanna be." she sniffed. "I'm sorry. Please forgive me."

She looked up at him, staring straight at his shining eyes. "I will ask mother and father to unadopt me. I saved up some money while working in the cafe. I can find an apartment and-"

Hoseok's tears fell as he pulled her to his chest. "No. You are a jung and you will die as a jung. You are my sister y/n. I love you so much. I'm sorry for not realizing that sooner."

"I love you my baby sis. Please stay with me until the end and I promise to stay with you until the very end."