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❝insecurities and fears❞ KSJ - angst

requested by: __xxxreaderxxx__

Your eyes lingered over jin's features as he drove towards the restaurant you and the other boys were supposed to dine at.

"Ah, stop staring princess." he whispered, a smile appearing on his face. He reached out to hold your hand as his other was gripping the wheel.

"I can't. You're just too beautiful not to stare at." you said, giggling as you awaited for his confident reply.

"Oh I know that but you staring at me make me a bit..." he trailed off, a soft blush painting his cheeks. "flustered."

You smiled, satisfied to know you can also make him feel flustered.

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Arriving at the place you both stepped out of the car, entering the restaurant and immediately sitting with the other guys. "Ah the superior couple is here." Namjoon teased.

Before anyone could ever utter another word, one of the restaurant's waitress approached. "Good afternoon sir what would you like to have."

Your dark eyes watched as she placed her palms on the table, leaning towards you all. Your eyes scanned hers, following her gaze as it landed on...

Seokjin.

He stared back at her, almost as if he was hypnotized. You looked at her once again, eyes looking at her features then her curves.

Seokjin gulped and you watched him fighting his own will. He drooped his gaze on the menu, stuttering as he stated his order.

Namjoon eyed you, sighing as he knew there'd be a fight right after this.

Eventually, you guys finished eating. Nothing but silence lingering over you and seokjin. Once again, that girl was back and you sighed looking down.

"Ah, thank you for dining here sir." she squeaked, her voice too high pitched. "Come again."

"Of course." Seokjin smiled, standing up along with the other. "The food was great."

She walked towards seokjin, hand landing on his chest as she whispered. "I'll be waiting for you."

Seokjin slightly tensed but he didn't move back.

You stood up abruptly, "Let's head home already. Don't we have other plans!?" you said, eyes glaring over the waitress as she flinched.

You rolled your eyes, heavily walking towards the entrance as the other boys watched. Seokjin frowned, following you as the other boys sighed, also heading out.

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The ride towards namjoon's house, where you all were supposed to hang out after was full of shouts. You ignored him while he fired questions at you, agitating him further.

"What the fuck is wrong with you!?" he shouted as you entered namjoon's house, seeing the other boys all piled up on the couch. "Why are you acting like a bitch!?"

"A bitch!?" you shouted, facing him. "You're calling me a bitch now!? You should call that waitress a bitch!"

"Hey hey," hoseok interrupted, feeling the tension growing.

"By your attitude right now, you are the bitch!" he said and tears welled up your eyes. "I don't even know why you're acting like this!"

"Because I'm scared!" you shouted, your tears slowly falling. "Can't you tell!? I'm scared of the fact that she'd change your mind!"

"What do you mean?" he scoffed.

"Clearly, she was flirting with you." you said. "And you let her. You were even sneakily flirting with her seokjin! My eyes can never deceive me!"

"You're overthinking again y/n."

"Who wouldn't!? She was near to perfect with her curves and features seokjin!" you shouted, aggressively wiping your tears. "While you picked an ugly looking sensitive pig!"

"Now look at me in the eyes and tell me that you weren't attracted by her!" you shouted, holding his collar and locking eyes with him.

Of course it was only for a short second before he looked away, pupils shaking with the slight shame he felt.

You quietly gasped, stepping back and feeling your chest contract with pain, sorrow and embarrassment. Your eyes landed on the group of boys beside you both.

"Y/N, calm down please. Seokjin hyung didn't even—" you swatted jimin's hand away as it landed on your upper arm. "Ah—" he winced.

"Woah there y/n you're getting a bit out of hand now." yoongi lowly growled, stepping beside jimin. "You don't have the rights to hurt jimin. Just stop that nonsense thoughts of yours, you're only causing shit."

"Wow, I'm causing shit!? I just want seokjin to tell me the truth—!"

"If you want the truth then so be it." Seokjin suddenly spoke up, gaining everyone's attention. "Yes, she caught my attention right there and then."

"That's what you want right?" he said through gritted teeth. "That's what you want to hear right!?"

You sniffed, looking around to see the others looking at you with pity. Wiping your tears away, you ran, bumping seokjin on the shoulder before sprinting towards the door.

"Y/N!" Namjoon shouted, looking at seokjin with disappointment before running with you.

author ✨
hi bub __xxxreaderxxx__ um, this did not go as planned and all hehe 😅. im sorry if it might have disappointed you or something

but I'd really want your feedback and all the other reader's feedbacks too hehe 💓

btw, to everyone who requested, pls wait because I'll be doing your request based on who requested first okay? hehe