❝ it's like sadness became my coping mechanism. the pain and tears it brings is quite beautiful to see ❞
this is an imagines book but it's contents are mostly angst.
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#1 in bts angst
#80 in korean
08/24/19
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She frowned, feeling her body hurt more and more. She was tired as hell from all the practice that she had with her dance group but she still followed her brother to the restaurant to hang out with his friends as they had forced her, saying they badly missed her too.
She panted as she felt her head slightly throbbing. "Hoseok oppa." you whispered, looking at up at him. He was happily laughing with his friends.
She suddenly felt dizzy, "H-hoseok oppa," she stuttered. "Hoseok op-pa-"
"What?!" he shouted, placing his gaze on her as she flinched. "What the fuck do you want again y/n?"
She sighed, placing her hand on top of his. "I-I'm tired, can we please go home-?"
"Again?" he said. "Every fucking time. Everytime I go out with the guys, you go like, 'hoseok oppa, im tired. hoseok oppa let's go home i have something to do.'" he mocked.
"I'm always the one that needs to adjust!" he shouted, gaining the attention of the people inside the restaurant.
"Calm down hobi." yoongi said, looking at her weak form.
"Hey, hey, y-you can just come back here after sending me h-home or something-" he scoffed.
"No." he sternly whispered. "You know what? I'm fucking tired of you." he spat, acting like she wasn't his sister.
"Ever since you got into my life, everything's a mess!" he shouted and you looked around to see people whispering while looking at the both of you. "Mom and dad had put all their attention to you and nothing was left for me!"
A tear fell down his cheek as more tears fell down her cheeks.
"No, no." she whispered.
"Yes! You should've never appeared in my life!" he shouted.
"I wish mom never saw your situation before." he panted and confusion painted her face as yoongi and the other's eyes widened. "I wish mom never adopted you!"
"Hoseok!" seokjin shouted, standing up as gasps filled up the whole restaurant.
Her lips parted and her heart broke.
'So That was why. That was why I looked different from them' She thought.
"If she didn't find out that your parents was a fucking drug addict, she wouldn't have adopted you." he continued as more tears fell down her cheeks.
"You aren't my sister! I wish mom didn't adopt you! I hate you!"
She sobbed as she stood up, looking around to see the people looking at her with pity and some with disgust. Most of them were filming and her body shook with fear and pain.
She felt her memories from being bullied come rushing back as she panted.
"Hoseok hyung what the fuck?!" jimin shouted, looking at her broken form. "Y/N...." he whispered and she looked at him to see his eyes shining with pity that she absolutely didn't need.
