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❝softly❞ pjm - angst

Y/n's PoV

Walking through the cold sidewalks of seoul, I held my arms. I was currently walking to my apartment as it was near your workplace.

Finally reaching my apartment, I sighed in relief.

Just like the other days, I went inside with tiredness written all over my body, I'd shower, change clothes then head to bed.

But this day was different, after plopping on my soft mattress, I cried without any valuable reason.

I was just...... feeling sad and empty.

I buried your head on my pilliow to muffle you sobs. I shut my eyes tighter, if that's even possible, as dark thoughts enter your mind.

Nobody will ever love me.

Nobody will ever comfort me.

Nobody will ever stay.

I have been keeping this to myself for quite a long time now and I just can't hold it in anymore.

My parents doesn't know that I have this thing called depression, and I don't even plan on telling them.

Facing the ceiling, I smiled weakly as a thought that had been bugging me lately entered my dark mind.

What if I just leave?

What if I just end everything?

Maybe that'd be better.

I'm at the point of depression where I don't wanna die but I don't care if I die at the same time. I know you're pitying me right now but that's the least that I want right now.

Your pity will only make things worse.

I just want comfort.....

I just want hugs.....

I slowly got out of bed and headed the bathroom. Upon entering, I went towards my kit and opened it.

Tears flowed down my face as I got a hold of the pills. I opened it slowly and placed some on my palm.

Do I really need to do this?

Is this worth it?

Yes, it is.

Slowly raising my palm up, I shook.

When my hand was mid way to my quivering lips, the door suddenly busted open and the pills was knocked off my palm. Two muscular arms hugged me tightly as I buried my face in his chest and sobbed harder. He then carresed my hair and whispered sweet and comforting words in my ear.

"Let's get you to bed..." he stated after sighing heavily.

He then tried placing me on the soft bed but failed as I hugged him tighter. I know I'm acting like a baby but this is what I need right now.

He sighed and sat down my bed while I was sitting at his lap and my head was rested on the crook of his neck.

"what happened y/n?" jimin softly asked.

"n-nothing..."

"then why were you going to do that?"

"i-i just felt....l-lonely"

Jimins PoV

My eyes softened hearing her remark. I softly placed a kiss on her hair and caressed it. Unknowingly, a stray tear left my eye

I'm always here yet she still say this....

"what about me?"

"w-what do yo-you mean jimin?"

"what about me? I'm always here but you always say that. How many times do I have to tell you that I'm here. You can always tell me your problems but what do you do? Hide it from me."

He then continued with, "Sometimes it's best if you let it all out. But remember y/n you're never alone."

I softly caressed her back as I felt her hug getting tighter. I then smiled as I felt her nod.

A/n

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