bts imagines

❝a rejected miracle❞ pt. 3 JJK - angst

My heels clicked as I ran towards jeongguk's office. Even though this was my company, I had also made an office for them since they hang out a lot here.

"Oh god jeongguk...." I whispered. Upon reaching his office door, I didn't even knock and just busted inside.

"Jeongguk!" I shouted. He didn't turn but just looked up, back facing me.

"Do you know what's knockin y/n?" I flinched as he snapped at me. He didn't often call me by my name since he often calls me baby girl or baby.

"Jeongguk we weren't.. -"

"Shut up. Just go out and go to him. You still love him right? Even though he hurt you." he sternly said and turned around, eyes wide and emotionless. "Fucking dumb"

I then gasped. "What did you say?"

"I said you're dumb!" he shouted. "You are one of the most successful CEO's y/n yet you're this dumb?!"

"What the actual fuck. You didn't even let me explain yet!"

"I don't need to listen to your explanation! You are too weak!" he panted. "Maybe he was right! You're weak, dumb and stupid!"

My tears fell as he muttered words that I never thought he would say. Even though I told jimin that I didn't know, I wasn't really planning to get back with him.

"You know what?! Fuck this! You think too low of me to get back with him!"

"Because you are that low!" the sound of a slap echoed through the room as I landed my hand on his cheek.

"I'm not. I would not get back with him no matter what." I choked on my sob. "why are you saying all of this jeon?"

"Because I love you." he whispered and my eyes widened. He then looked at me with tears in his eyes. "I'm jealous. I'm jealous and you can't even see that." he said.

My lips parted and I shook my head. "Then if you love me why would you say all that?" I whined.

"Because I was scared!" he sobbed. "I was scared to lose you! I love you too much!" he sobbed. "I might sound and look like I'm always joking but I just wanted you to know that I love you. That's why I compliment you everytime I get the chance to."

"Jeon..."

"I'm sorry." he whispered. He looked like a baby. A baby that needed care and support.

But right now, everything seems like a blur and I don't know anymore. Things were said and words were threw. I don't know anymore.

"I understand jeon but I'm sorry. I can't decide for now...." I trailed off and pursed my lips, turning around and going through the door.

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"haneul-ah baby..." I whispered as I slowly got inside her room she then looked ul and smiled

"Mommy!" then, she ran towards me and hugged me. Grabbing my wrist, she made me sit beside her.

"Clean this up baby, we're going home." she raised her eyebrows and asked, "Already?"

"Yes, mommy's tired." I sighed she then pouted and tilted her head. Suddenly, she cupped my cheeks with her small hands.

"Has mommy been crying?" I knew she'd notice. Even though I retouched my make up, she would still notice.

Yes, she's 5 but she is indeed smart. She's a very observant and caring baby.

I then sighed and closed my eyes as I let my tears fall. I held both her hand atop my cheeks.

"Mommy doesn't know anymore baby." I breathed. "Mommy's tired."