bts imagines

❝to change myself for you❞ pjm - angst

You smiled as you planned a surprise for jimin and the boys. You held the pastel pink bag with food as you felt the happiness lay down on your chest.

But it soon faded as your steps halted, eavesdropping over the boys's ongoing conversation.

"So, how are you and y/n going?" hoseok asked. "Everything going fine?"

You heard jimin sigh and your brows furrowed. "I mean, yeah. Our relationship is going great but...." he trailed off.

"I don't know to be honest." he continued. "She gained a lot of weight and I have to admit I'm a bit embarrassed and all."

You felt tears sting your eyes as you heard his remark. "I just— she's just fat and all and it's making me a bit uncomfortable now. I do love her, really." he sighed and you turned around, walking back to the entrance as your tears fell.

At that day, you promised yourself that you'd lose a lot of weight.

For him.

✨

"Princess?" he smiled as he smelled the dish you were currently cooking. "Wah. My favorite." he giggled.

You then set the table and smiled his way as he sat down and you turned to go outside the kitchen.

"Wait," he called out. "Y/N, you're not going to eat?" he asked. You smiled as tears welled your eyes.

"I'm full, love." and you headed upstairs, changing into your pajamas as you headed to bed.

This continued on and when you ate with jimin, you'd only eat vegetables.

He wasn't home and he won't be for a few hours. You felt yourself getting weaker as days passed. You were desperate for food but you needed to stop yourself.

You sighed as you felt sudden dizziness. The door then suddenly opened and you gasped, shocked at the fact that maybe, jimin is now home.

You steadied yourself by the help of leaning by the wall as you walked towards where your boyfriend was.

"Y/N." he smiled.

"J-jimin—" You tried your best to steadily walk towards him but failed as you stumbled, head spinning and hand hovering the top of your head. "A-Ah—"

"Y/N!" he ran towards you and held you as you blacked out.

☄️

"Has she been starving herself Mr. Park?" the unfamiliar voice asked.

"I-I don't know Doc."

"Well, starting from now, please keep a close eye on her. It seems that she hasn't been eating lately."

"I-I've been e-eating— Ah—" You tried sitting up but felt numb.

You looked at jimin, seeing how he was crying and pleading. "Please don't force yourself y/n."

"I'll be leaving you both to talk now. Ms. Song (you) please take care of yourself." And the doctor stepped out, leaving you and jimin.

He begins loudly crying and you flinched, eyes widened. "W-what—"

"I love you for who you are y/n. I never want you to change." he cried. "Nothing couldn't change my love for you."