bts imagines

❝guns and tears❞ KNJ - angst n fluff(?)

"Namjoon you're barely even here!" she argued. "How do you expect me not to miss you!?"

"Aren't you already used to it!?" he shouted. "I'm a leader of a mafia group for heavens sake y/n! I kill people and i have to make sure you're safe—"

"Even for just a day!?" she curled her fists. "For just a day you can't come home and spend a fucking day with me!?"

"I'm busy! Can't you understand that!?"

"Just tell me!" she shouted, tears welling up her eyes. "Don't you love me no more!?"

His eyes darkened and he growled reaching for his back pocket and pulling out a gun, stomping towards her frightened figure and trapping her between his strong arms, pointing the gun towards her forehead.

"N-namjoon—" her body shook with immense fear as she felt the cold gun press harder on her forehead.

"I don't love you?" he growled. "I DON'T LOVE YOU!?"

She flinched as he shouted. Tears flowed down her cheeks as she continued crying.

Silence engulfed the whole room as namjoon realized what he did and instantly dropped the gun. His shaken state watched as her knees weakened and she fell to the ground, sobbing.

"Y/N—" he walked near her but she crawled back, fear covering her teary eyes. He then kneeled down in front of her, hugging her scared figure.

"N-namjoon i don't know what's happening to us anymore." she whispered. "I don't know if we should still stay together or just...."

"End this." she continued.

His hug tightened as he cried, not wanting the idea of her leaving him to happen. "No. Please. Don't leave me. I love you y/n."

She cried, covering her face as she took in his warmth. "I-I love you too."

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He watched her sleeping face as a tear rolled down his cheek. He knew he hurt her and he regretted it. He softly caressed her hair as her eyes fluttered open.

"Namjoon."

"I'm sorry." he said, kissing her forehead and letting tears fall down his cheeks. "I'll make up to you." she nodded, hugging him ans burying her face on his chest.

Hours later, namjoon sat on the edge of the bed as he watched her fixing her cute white dress. She was innocent and that made namjoon crazy for her.

That made namjoon want to protect her and get her out of danger.

She turned around looking at him with soft eyes as she asked, "W-Where are we going namjoon?"

"Somewhere my princess would love." he smiled as he stood up and walked towards her. "A place that resembled your heart love."

He tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear as she grinned and namjoon felt butterflies in his stomach.

With two black cars filled with bodyguards behind them, they headed towards the certain place.

Namjoon held her hand as they passed the entrance. He looked at her and watched as her eyes was instantly filled with shining stars and she loudly gasped.

"Oh my god! Joon this is beautiful!" she squealed. "AHHHH LOOK AT THE BUTTERFLIES JOON!"

He didn't need any thing else. He just needed her. And the merely thought of almost losing her was too overwhelming.

Tears fell down his cheeks as he saw  how she appreciated small things. She was too soft. For him and his lifestyle .

"joonie..." she called out, seeing as he was now crying. "why?"

"I don't deserves you." he said. "I'm too violent for your soft nature. I-I'm afraid I'd hurt you more than I did yesterday and I—"

"You won't." she said. "You love me too much to do that don't you joon?"

She held both his hands tighter. "We'll get through this." Namjoon buried his face on the crook of her neck as she hugged him.

"You will be a great husband." she smiled. "And you'll be a great father too."