❝ it's like sadness became my coping mechanism. the pain and tears it brings is quite beautiful to see ❞
this is an imagines book but it's contents are mostly angst.
requests are closed for now (may 09, 2020)
#1 in bts angst
#80 in korean
08/24/19
[🌙] : title : ❝ you did good ❞ [🥂] : part : two [✨] : type : angst and fluff [🍂] : member(s) : park jimin
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Your eyes fluttered open, adjusting to the sunlight. As soon as you gained your eyesight, you silently gasped seeing jimin beside you and awake.
"Jimin...." you called but he only sat up, fiddling with his fingers. You sat up yourself, asking, "What's wrong?"
"I-" he started but hesitated, a tear rolling down his cheek. "I'm sorry for hurting you yesterday."
"Jimin it's fine. Don't think too much about it okay-?"
"D-do you want to break up?" he softly stated and you froze, eyes widening. Despite his soft expression, his tears started heavily falling and his bottom lip started quivering.
"What do you mean-" you slightly move back. "Jimin are you breaking up with me?"
"After everything? After I took care of you and helped you through your panic attacks?" you panted, your heart constricting "Is it that easy for you jimin-?"
"No!" he shouted, catching you off guard as he buried his face in his palms, sobbing. "That's not even what I meant!"
"I just don't want you locked up in this! If you're not happy then please tell me. I don't want you to be burdened." he explained, face turning red with pain.
"I don't want you to leave. Because if you do, then I don't know what I'll do with my life." he sobbed. "You're all I've ever had y/n."
"You heard our conversation didn't you?"
Silence means yes. And you felt your heart sting once again. He hugged his knees to his chest, trying to slow his breaths down.
"I would be lying if I said I didn't even think of running away from this relationship." you whispered, just watching as he broke down. "But I never regretted ever loving you and I know damn well this was just something I had to endure."
"When I met you and first started loving you, I knew I had a future in you." your tears fell down as you kept talking. "This might sound cliché but I knew that you were the one I'll be with until the end."
"I want that to happen jimin." you wiped your tears. "I want to be with you! I want to marry you, have a family with you, I want to stay with you until the very end!"
"How the hell do you expect me to do that if you're only shutting yourself out?" he raised his head, finally calming down a bit. "How am I supposed to help you if I don't even know you anymore? You hurt me everytime I go near you, you push me away, you shout at me."
"All I want from you is to open up" you cupped his cheeks, wiping his tears away. "In that way, I can properly love you again."
Arms encircling over each other's bodies, you both found comfort.
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Who knew that conversation could change everything? Here you are now, two days later, cooking breakfast alongside seokjin.
"Just like this." Seokjin explained, holding your hand that had been gripping the knife. He slowly guided you in cutting the onion.
"Yah why are you clinging on my girl?" you heard a shout and sighed, knowing that a commotion is about to start. "Find your own girl hyung!"
Jimin pushed seokjin away and snatched you near his figure. You watched as seokjin scoffed, ears slowly turning red.
"I was only teaching her how to cut some onions jimin!" he shouted.
"You were clearly hugging her-!" you scoffed, pushing jimin away and grinning, playfully pointing the knife you held at him. His eyes widened.
"Yeah keep saying nonsense asshole." you laughed and he pouted. Then, he huffed, stomping as he walked out of the kitchen.
You giggled, turning to seokjin and winking. He shook his head but also smiled. You proceeded on cutting the onions.
Minutes later, you both were almost done cooking and seokjin suddenly chuckled. "You should go check on him. He must be fuming now."
"Ah you're right." as you washed your hand, seokjin watched you intently, a small smile on his lips.
"I'm happy that you both were able to fix your problem y/n." you removed your apron, turning to seokjin.
"I'm happy too." then, you rushed upstairs, slowly opening the bedroom door. You stepped inside, seeing jimin laying down on the bed, back faced towards the door.
You scampered towards him, jumping on the bed as you giggled. "Jiminie!"
You heard him scoff, "Shut up." you pouted and asked why. "Because you didn't even go after me immediately!" he whined, sitting up.
You raised your brows, a smile on your lips. "What?"
"You pointed a knife at me, didn't go after me and still stayed with seokjin hyung even though you know I ran away" he pouted. "That's just mean."
"You know that was just a joke jiminie-"
"But it wasn't to me!" he shouted, suddenly burying his face on his palms. You sat astonished, watching me cry.
"I-I'm sorry. I didn't know-AH JIMIN NO!" just as you were about to hug him, he looked up and immediately pinned you down on the bed. Clearly, he faked crying.
"I know the knife thing was a joke but I was hurt when you didn't come after me." he smirked and you struggled, knowing his plan. "And you need to be punished."
You watched as his smirked grew and he began tickling you on the sides. You screamed, laughter, immediately overpowering it as jimin continued tickling your small figure.
"JIMIN AHAHAHAH- OH MY GOD- STOP I'M DYING-"
"JIMIN STOP TICKLING Y/N!" you both heard a shout. Jimin halted and whined once again, knowing namjoon, he was dead serious.
Jimin looked at you, seeing you clutching your stomach. He giggled, laying besides you now.
He proceeded in hugging you sideways, burying his face on the crook of your neck.
"I love you." he said on the crook of your neck, tickling you once again.
"STOP!" You giggled, pushing him away as he giggled himself.
"I love you too." you kissed his nose, hugging him back.
This was it. You both were back on the right road. He opened up now and with that, the mutual feeling of love was back.
And it was stronger than before.
[🥂] : author's note - so um, here's the part two some of y'all were requesting especially my bro hatdoggg who took the effort to dm me asking for a part two. love you bro AHAHAHAHHA
— by the way, might i remind everyone that this book was originally entitled 'btsangsts' and if u don't know that, then you clearly didn't read the introduction of this book. i changed the title for personal reasons. so i will often post angst.