❝distant❞ knj - angst

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"Why have you been so distant lately?" she asked, making him stop on his tracks.

Then, he slowly turned around, eyes narrowed and charisma overflowing. "What?"

"Why. Have. You. Been. So. Distant. Lately." she emphasized every word, standing up.

Scoffing, "Distant? What the fuck are you talking about?"

"You barely answer my texts. And if you do, your replies are short. Like, yea, k, sure, ok." She raised her eyebrows. "You barely talk to me. You come home late and you don't even talk to me. You just head straight to bed!" She looked away sighing.

"And you know what else hurts? Huh? You don't even say I love you back anymore. This makes me think that maybe you don't love me anymore--!"

"Because maybe I don't!!" he cut off and her eyes widened, legs weakening and eyes getting blurry.

"W-what?" he then huffed and stormed out.

As she watched him disappear from her eyesight, she collapsed down. Her heart dropping along with her tears. Did he really mean what he said?

The slamming of the front door then echoed throughout the whole house.

She then stood up quickly and stumbled towards the bedside table, grabbing her phone. Her fingers desperately tapped on her mobile, tears not stopping to flow

"Love please answer." she hiccuped. She then decided onto texting him.

Y/N:
love, im sorry.
Please tell me you're okay.
Please.
I'm sorry.
read at 7:12 am

She released a painful shout, nothing but her her sobs and her heart slowly breaking was heard. She loved him. And she didn't plan on leaving him anytime sooner.

Sprinting towards the bathroom, she then prepared.

Car keys dangling and feet running towards the car, she bit her lip. She then opened her car door and entered it, quickly driving towards her husband's workplace with a lunchbox beside her.

Upon arriving, she breathed out and entered the enormous building that was once her father's but now namjoon's. (yall get it?)

Her eyebrows furrowed and her heart began beating faster than before. As she stepped inside, staffs greeted and and bowed. Everybody knew she was the daughter of the former CEO and the wife of the current CEO.

KIM NAMJOON
CEO

she silently read as she reached a specific room. Noticing it was ajar, she peeked inside. Eyebrows furrowing, she took in the sight of her beloved' secretary holding his hand.

"I don't even know anymore mina. These days I just felt like distancing myself from her. I felt like I didn't want to be close to her."

That was it. That was all it took for her to close her eyes and back away, taking big steps away from his office.

'Then why didn't he just tell me.'

Her tears fell and she ran out of the building. Quickly getting inside her car and heading back home.

Namjoon

"Sir, that's normal. It really is. But you need to stop it." Mina softly stated, squeezing my hand and letting it go right after. "You've gotta think about what she feels. I know that she's feeling alone and is keeping everything to herself now because she'll think you don't care about her anymore."

"Especially now since you've shouted such hurtful words to her." she paused. "Sir, talk to her. Tell her you never meant anything you said. Make her feel special. Think about everything you've both gone through. Think about what you what your future to be. But be sure to put her in it. Because I know you still love her sir. It's just buried there. Somewhere in your heart."

I breathed in heavily, her words strucking me. I then massaged my head and sat down my swivel chair.

"I need some time alone mina. Please do leave my office and lock the door right after."

Time Skip.
(back to 3rd person.)

Quickly driving home, namjoon held the steering wheel firmly. His hatred for himself not disappearing.

"Love I'm sorry." he muttered to himself, quickly inserting the key in the key hole. He then sprinted towards their shared bedroom and his eyes softened.

His wife was there. Lying down thw bed, her back towards the door and it was shaking.

She was crying.

Her sobs were also heard and it broke his heart.

He then dropped his suitcase and layed down beside her, startling her but she said nothing. Instead, her sobs became low and she moved further from him.

He quickly wrapped his arms on her waist, stopping her from getting away. He then buried his face on her neck, sniffing her scent that he didn't know he missed so much.

"I'm sorry--"

"N-namjoon please." she stuttered, weakly attempting to remove his hand but he only tightened his grip.

"I love you. I love you sl much and I'm sorry. Please y/n--"

"S-stop this. I know you don't love me anymore. And you don't have to force y-yourself. I know you love her."

"H-her? Who's her?"

"Y-your secretary--"

He then began nibbling on her neck (oh shit.), causing her to stop talking.

"Namjoon stop--!" she shouted, sitting up and facing him.

"I'm sorry! Please forgive me. I don't love anyone but you y/n. My secretary? She helped me. She told me things that made me realize my mistakes! She helped gather my thoughts and she helped me realize the fact that I love you and i never stopped!" her tears fell again seeing his own tears falling down his cheeks.

Namjoon rarely cried, and if he did, it was something serious. And that's when she knew, he was saying the truth.

(Gosh my fingers literally hurts rn.)

She covered her face using her hands and she sobbed. He then hugged her, comforting her and making her feel safe. Just like before.

"I love you so much."

"I love you too."

Author.
this. was. very. shtty. am i right?
anyways, did yall download bts world? if yes, drop ya code and let's send wings to each other.
if no, then bruh, u can go download but get your emotions ready first because yoongi, namjoon and seokjin will say sht abt ya.

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ere's my code btw: QMMJQK9

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