❝ it's like sadness became my coping mechanism. the pain and tears it brings is quite beautiful to see ❞
this is an imagines book but it's contents are mostly angst.
requests are closed for now (may 09, 2020)
#1 in bts angst
#80 in korean
08/24/19
[🌙] : title : ❝ unborn ❞ [✨] : type : angst [🍂] : member(s) : kim taehyung [🍁] : side note : this chapter was requested by Trusfrated_7
[warning!!]
mentions of miscarriage. please refrain from reading if u r sensitive with this topic. thank you.
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Eyes looking out the windows of your dark room, you felt your tears pour down. You can't believe it. The pain was too much for you to bear.
Locking yourself inside your room was like a silent plea to those around you. You wanted to be comforted but you wanted to be alone at the same time.
So right now, there was nothing but silence and darkness hugging your form.
—flashback—
You held taehyung's hand tightly as blood gushed out on your legs. Biting your lip, you looked up at the white ceiling of the hospital as the nurses dragged the stretcher you were in.
Grunting, you felt more pain on your lower part. It was tearing you apart. You were only 5 months in. It was too early.
Feeling your consciousness slip, you closed your eyes, breathing hard.
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Opening your eyes, you immediately sat up, hand landing on your stomach. Looking around, your eyes landed on taehyung, sitting beside you.
"T-taehyung—" he closed his eyes, burying his face on the back of your hand as he held it. Hi tears rolled down his cheeks. "D-Don't tell me—"
"I'm sorry." he whispered. "I-It was too late I—"
You froze, everything around you stopping. Did you really just lose your child?
Was this reality? Or am I just getting played at?
—present—
Reminiscing the past, you didn't even realize taehyung coming in your room. He sat in front of you, eyes red.
You looked at him, and reached out, cupping his cheek. You felt a tear roll down your cheek. "Y-You're real right? I-I won't lose you right?"
Tears rolled down his cheeks as he held your hand. Kissing it and leaning towards you, hugging your figure.
"I'm real baby." he whisperer in your ear. Caressing your hair, he kissed your head. "Please stop this baby. You're getting really thin. I—"
"It was my fault wasn't it? If only I had been careful. If only I hadn't stressed myself too much then....then maybe..."
"Nothing was your fault." he said. "It was an accident. Please stop blaming yourself."
"I love you." you whispered, not wanting to argue as you hugged him back instead. "I love you so much please don't leave me."
"I won't baby." he said, parting from the hug and holding your chin, making you look up at him. "Let's get through this together baby, okay?"
"I'll be with you until the end."
[🥂] : author's note — thoughts please? :)) — now if y'all r wondering why i don't update much, it's because im busy watching anime and admiring ushijima
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— regarding 'it was only pity', previous chapter, im not sure if i can make a part two since it was kinda hard to make :((