Turning around to face my brother, I smiled sweetly and began approaching him. But as I neared him, a sudden sound of a slap echoed through the whole living room.
I widener my eyes looked at him with horror while cupping my red cheek. "B-brothe---"
"Don't you dare brother me y/n! You poisoned hana! Your sister for pete sakes!" he shouted right at my face. I then shook my head as my tears fell from my eyes.
"I would never dare hurt my own little sister seokjin." I weakly said and looked at him with pleading eyes.
Eyes that pleaded for her brother's trust.
"Shut up! You were mad at her yesterday and the both of you were together at the mall before she came home earlier!" He shouted and scoffed, turning his back on her. "I can't believe you could go this far. I'm disappointed of you, My Sister" he emphasized the last 2 words he muttered and walked out the front door again.
"W-what did I do. I wouldn't dare do that to her." she whispered and dropped to her knees. She would never dare hurt her own sister, even though they were only called that just because of their mother. She was the middle child. Weird right? It was because my mother was drunk back then and she got drugged. But mother's husband still accepted her.
But father, hana, and seokjin were a bit cruel to me. But it's okay. I understand.
I clutched my shirt where my heart was located. It hurt. But I had to hide it. I had to hide it for mother. Even though she and her husband isn't here anymore, I know she's still looking at me, guarding me.
"Mother it hurts." I whimpered and bought my knees up my chest to cover it. I then placed both of my hands up to cover my face. "It hurts so much mother. And I wish you're here. I wish you're here with me. Because you're the only one that accepts me."
The door then bursted open and I widened my eyes to see my father. No. He's not my father. He's not worth being called that. I then closed my eyes shut as I noticed his drunk state nearing mine.
"I just saw your brother's car speeding off." he then neared me and grabbed my hair tightly in his grip. "I saw his angered expression. Did you do something again huh? If your mother was here, she'd only be disappointed of you." he slurred, and slapped my face.
He was always like this. Bringing my love for mother down. Maybe he wants me to hate mother. He always beats me up when he's drunk. He vents his anger up on me.
My tears continued streaming down my face as I closed my eyes and just let him be. I was already used to him beating me up so I think I'm already numb.
Or maybe I was just tired.
Then, I fell unconscious.
Seokjin
"She wasn't the one who did this to me oppa! I accidentally ate expired food! We just hung out in the mall and we had said sorry to each other already." she worridly stated and held both his hands in hers. "Oppa please go to her right now. Don't leave her. She had told me that sometimes if she's alone in the house, her father would go there and abuse her. Please go to her oppa." I widened my eyes and looked at mina, our trusted maid, and immediately ran out of the hospital.
As soon as I parked the car, I went straight to the front door and fished out my phone to call 911.
"You useless piece of shit! Nothing but a disgrace!" I heard him shout and continue beating my sister up. I ran up to him and grabbed his shirt from the back, throwing him away roughly. I then grabbed his collar and punched him roughly in the face.
Sirens were then heard and I dropped him on the ground, stepping lightly on his chest. Soon enough the door bursted open and police rushed in, taking him away.
I turned to where my sister is and teared up upon seeing her state. She was full of bruises. Her pale face, arms, and legs. She had her eyes closed which got me worried. I then ran up to her and hugged her unconscious form.
"W-wake up, y/n. Please." she slowly fluttered her eyed open and sadly smiled at me.
"I-I'm sorry my brother. I have always disappointed you and hana. My father was right, I am a disgrace." she weakly whispered and held her hand out to touch my cheek but before she could, her hand fell on her side, to weak to reach up. She hardly kept her eyes open but she's trying her best.
"N-no y/n. You're not a disgrace to us and you never will be. You're brother is wrong. I'm wrong. I'm sorry. Please don't close you eyes." I muttered as tears fell from her eyes one by one. "Please help!" I shouted and nurses then came to quickly carry her with the stretcher.
Third Person
On the way to the hospital, seokjin held her hand tightly in hers. She then tightened her grip, earning his attention.
"I love you." she muttered, barely above a whisper but seokjin was able to here it. Tears didn't stop from falling his face but instead worsened, as he saw her sad and weak smile. "Please say it back. At least j-just for today." she pleaded and seokjin sobbed harder.
"I love you more and more y/n please don't close your eyes. Stay with me okay? I love you so much." he stated and she weakly nodded but her eyes gave up.
And with a small smile playing on her lips, she closed her eyes, planning on taking a short nap.
But before she lost all her consciousness, she promised to herself to try and fight. To try and wake up again for him.
For her brother.
YOU ARE READING
bts imagines
Random❝ it's like sadness became my coping mechanism. the pain and tears it brings is quite beautiful to see ❞ this is an imagines book but it's contents are mostly angst. requests are closed for now (may 09, 2020) #1 in bts angst #80 in korean 08/24/19
