bts imagines

❝your beautiful scars❞ MYG - angst

You sighed contentedly as you snuggled up at his chest. He chuckled lips landing on your forehead. "I love you."

"I love you too." you replied.

Soon enough, yoongi felt your breathing soften and he de tangled himself off you and stood up, feet taking him to the bedroom.

He quickly removed his shirt and just as he did, you entered the room and his eyes widened, covering his bare body with his shirt.

Tears welled your eyes, walking over to him as you removed the shirt he was using to cover his body.

"Yoonie—" you stopped as he sobbed, pain lacing his face as he looked down at you.

"C-can I touch them?" you asked, referring to the scars painting his body. He nodded, wanting to let you know that he was okay that you found out.

You softly and gently ran your hand through one of his scars as the tears trickled down your cheeks.

It was obvious that some of the scars was new. It was still raw.

You looked up once again and saw how he was covering his face with both hands, crying so hard.

You slowly removed his hands, cupping his face. "Open your eyes and look at me yoongi."

He shook his head, suddenly wrapping his arms around your waist and burying his head on the crook of your neck.

"P-please don't leave me." he begged. "Please please. I love you so much and I don't wanna lose you. Please don't leave baby please—"

"Yoonie..." you sighed, softly wrapping your arms around him too. "I will never leave you. The idea itself is scaring me yoon and I would never do that."

After a few minutes, he calmed down and you removed his arms from you, cupping his face as you both locked eyes.

You wiped his tears, letting yours flow down as you cried. And then you tip toed, lips landing on his forehead and thumb softly caressing his cheeks.

"You're beautiful yoonie." you whispered. "With or without this scars. You're beautiful inside and out." you smiled. "And this scars? This tells me the story I didn't know you had. The dark story you were so desperate to hide."

"Your very own story." you said. "Yoonie, they might not be beautiful, but this scars define you. Right now, this scars are telling me that my yoonie is strong. That even with all these imperfections and problems," he caressed his scars.

"You're still here." you reached up and caressed his face once again. "Still fighting for me. Still fighting for us."

"I know you didn't want them yoon." you smiled. "But can I ask what made you do it?"

"I-i don't know." he shook his head. "I-it just relieved my pain at first before you entered my life. And then I stopped but..."

He sighed. "When I did, I started longing for it. I did it unconsciously every time. I-I guess it became an addiction."

You nodded, softly kissing his lips as he finished explaining. He quickly responded, wrapping his arms around your waist and kissing you back.

You tears mixed with his as you reach up to run your hands through his hair. You panted as you both broke the kiss.

"I love you." he mumbled. "I don't deserve you, my love."

"You deserve me yoongi. And you deserve the world." she smiled "I love you and your beautiful body yoongi"