Lust Lasts (Completed)

Chapter Nine

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-kathycarrot26

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Id Ego Villadiego

Everytime that I go here in this house, I feel relieve. Lahat ng nararamdaman kong galit at inis nawawala. I bought this house, kaso masyadong malayo. Ito yung bahay na pinuntahan ko, at pinagtaguan noong mapatay si mommy.

I went out of bed.

That girl is sleeping on the couch. Hays, hindi ko alam ang magagawa ko sa kanya kung hindi ako pumunta dito sa bahay na 'to. Nakakatingin ako sa kanya ngayon ng walang iniisip.

Maganda pala talaga siya. Her eyes, her nose, and her lips they look like begging foe a kiss. She didn't manage to wear shorts. Nakatwo piece pa rin siya, na suot niya kagabi. Saka ko napansin na suot niya ang isa sa t-shirt ko.

I came near her, and I poked her. Putakte, bakit ba ayaw niyang magising?! T*ng *n* niya. Hinawakan ko ang paa niya, saka siya biglang nagulat. Hahahahaha. She looks cute.

Tumingin lang siya sa'kin, at umirap.

"Go away, don't ever appear in my eyes again. Take my car, iwan mo na lang sa unit mo. Kapag nagkita tayo, hindi ko alam ang magagawa ko sa'yo, nakaganti ka na so we are even now."

Tumayo ako, at iniwan yung susi ng kotse ko sa katabi niya.

"Then punish me now! I am not used to that attitide of yours! Feeling ko, I did something wrong."

"Look. I am being nice here kahit na hindi naman dapat! So please umalis ka na, habang pinapaalis pa kita. If you are not going to leave, I am going to f*ck you hard as hell here!"

Kumuha ako ng shorts sa loob ng closet ko, baka pwede niya na 'tong suotin. I don't f*ck*ng care at all. Inihagis ko sa kanya yung shorts ko.

"B-but why?"

P*t*, anong why?!

Nilapitan ko siya. It seems like the space between our faces is just an inch, I feel her breath on my lips. Mas matangkad kasi ako sa kanya.

"Ano bang hindi mo maintindihan sa mga sinasabi ko?! Pinapatakas kita! Habang maayos pa yung mood ko,  I don't know but-----"

Cause I wanna wrap you up
Wanna kiss your lips
I wanna make you feel wanted
And I wanna call you mine
Wanna hold your hand forever
Never let you forget it
Yeah I wanna make you feel wanted

I got my phone, at tiningnan kung sinong tumatawag.

Oh f*ck!

It's my dad.

"Dad?"

"What do you think you are doing Ego?! G*g* ka talaga, ano bang gagawin mo sa buhay mo?! Nude pictures of you are spreading! Alam mo bang nagbayad na ako ng ilang t.v. station para lang hindi nila ibalita!"

Galit na galit si dad. Aaahhh. I don't know what to do.

"I am sorry. Dad, sana hindi mo na lang sila binayaran. It is my fault, and I should accept what I deserved."

"Are you out of your mind?! You are a VILLADIEGO. Apelyido ko ang nasa dulo ng pangalan mo! So anong gusto mong mangyari?! Masira ang kompanya ko?!"

"Dad. I AM SORRY! ISN'T IT OKAY NOW?! I AM F*CK*NG SORRY!"

Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. I just sighed.

"Hulaan ko, dahil na naman 'yan sa babae? Id, you will be engaged tapos ganito ginagawa mo?! Bakit ba kasi manang-mana ka sa nanay mo?! Parehas kayong makati!"

Dad hang up.

W-what he was saying a while ago? Napahawak na lang ako sa sintido ko, ayoko munang bumalik sa Manila. Hindi ko pa ata kaya. Reporters are waiting for me now. -_-

Napatingin ako kay Irish.

"I didn't hear anything." She said.

"Please. Leave now."

Tumingin siya sa akin, binabasa niya akung anong nasa isip ko. I know she can't read  my mind.

Kinuha niya yung susi, at lumakad palabas ng pintuan. I just wish, there is somebody here with me. I was messy, anong mangyayari sa buhay ko? Dad is f*cked up with my life.

If I was a good man baka hindi 'to nangyayari ngayon. I am not in the mood in sex, I am living a sh*tty life now. I just need somebody. Somebody that will accept who I am.

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Irish Antheia Zobel

I just got his keys. Iba na yung tingin niya sa'kin kanina it seems that he is not Id. I am seeing sadness in his eyes, nakakakonsensya tuloy. Noong nakipag-usap siya sa dad niya kanina. I know it's my fault, but duuuuuh I am such a busy person to care.

Medyo naging matagal ang naging biyahe ko, inabot ata ako ng 4 hours bago makarating sa unit ko. Ohhh. Ang sarap ng buhay. Pumasok ako sa building, they are all staring at me.

Sumakay na lang ako agad ng elevator, at mabilis na pumunta sa unit ko.

I layed down on my bed.

"Ahhh. I miss you bed!"

Bigla agad may kumatok sa pinto ko. Kaya tumayo agad ako, at binuksan ang pinto. Kasabay noon ang basta pagpasok ni Kayce sa unit ko. Ano na namang problema niya?

She looked at me intently. I just rolled my eyes. Yung totoo, ano ba talagang ipinunta niya dito?

"Tell me, ikaw ba ang nagpagawa noon? And Is that Id's clothes?"

May pagkamataas sa tono niya, and I know this time Kayce is so serious. Hindi naman siya ganyan eh. Luka-luka kasi siya.

"Who else would do that? Yes these are his clothes."

F*ck why do I need to explain myself to her?

"You are the most horrible person I've met Irish. I'd never thought that you can do that."

Edi si id ang kampihan niya!

"So, what is your point here?! I know that I was wrong! I am f*ck*ng irritated Kayce, kaya please wag ka na dumagdag."

I am guilty! I am admitting it!

"T*ng *n* Irish! Ikaw pa ba 'yan?! I know you can do such things like revenge, but I can't even imagine that you are ruining someone's life now! Hindi na ikaw yung kaibigan ko Irish. Why did you change?!"

Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. Nasigawan ko na si Kayce.

"People do change! It is my fault, kaya ano pa bang gusto mo?! Kayce wala akong magagawa!"

"Then say sorry to Id."

Sorry?! What.

"It will never happen."

"Then this f*ck*ng friendsh*t is over Irish."

She just went away. What is her problem?! Bakit ba siya masyadong affected?! She was just one of his bed warmers. Dahil lang kay Id, tatapusin niya lahat ng pinagsamahan namin?!