Lust Lasts (Completed)

Chapter Thirty-Five

Irish Antheia Zobel

He is really a jerk! Nagpapahawak siya dun sa babaeng lumapit lang sa kanya. Gusto niya naman. Id is really horny. Alam ko naman yun, and I don't really care!

Napatingin ako sa ibang direksyon, and saw a familiar face. Chrys with a girl, and they are laughing. Parang hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko, kaya umuwi na lang ako. Ayokong makita si Chrys ngayon, I just can't.

I feel betrayed, and nothing.

Nakadinig ako ng footsteps, and I know who he is. Huwag siyang makalapit-lapit sa'kin, kung hindi I am going to kill him.

"Get out Id! Bakit ka ba pumasok dito?!"

Sa kanya ko naibubunton lahat ng galit ko, eh hindi naman dapat. Nakatalikod ako sa kanya, and I don't want him to see me like this. Alam kong I look weak.

"That's a problem! We are locked here."

Agad akong pumunta sa pinto, and I tried to open it. Sino namang gumawa nito?! Ahhhhh. I am f*ck*ng annoyed right now tapos may naglock pa ng pinto dito!

Id entered in the CR.

I would text my friends, tama. Baka matulungan nila ako.

Aish! Nasa kabilang kwarto yung phone ko. Nakita ko yung phone ni Id sa kama niya, tama! Makikitext na lang ako sa kanya.

"F*ck. Ugh."

Ang galing-galing niya diba? Hindi siya namimili ng oras, kahit kailan isa siyang sex machine.

I wiped away my tears, and got his phone.

From: Eva Sadista

Libido Max. I just put it in your drink a while ago, 4 capsules ata yung nilagay ko. You like the girl in the bar? She's my friend, brother. Enjoy your night. Gusto ko baby boy ha? Good luck! Satisfy my sister-in-law. Pakisabi kay Irish, wag siya masyadong magpakapagod. :*

Eva is so playful! Argh. Hindi ko akalain na ganito yung iniisip niya, pero alam kong they are different. Hindi ko lang maisip na kaya niya kaming ikulong dito sa kwarto.

I texted Kayce, and I told her everything.

Ano na kayang ginagawa niya sa CR? I know he can't do it by himself. Sex drugs is so powerful. Nagkaroon kami ng research before, and it takes a few hours for the drugs to stop the effect.

Pumasok ako sa CR, and saw him touching himself. He is sweating excessively, at parang kanina pa siya nagre-release. Nakakadiri.

"D-don't come near me..."

He seems so tired.

I am about to step.

"Please...Don't look at me like this."

Parang di ko nadinig yung sinabi niya, and I came closer to him. I held him, and stroke his shaft. Natawa ako sa kanya, ano bang nangyayari sa lalakeng 'to? He is not like this before.

"Bakit ba ang tigas ng ulo mo? I said don't come closer! Hindi ko alam kung anong magagawa ko sa'yo."

Napatigil ako, this is not him. He is not Id.

"Just sleep, marami ka ng narelease. We had a research about sex drugs before, you can sleep now."

Too much sexual release can cause too many bad effects.

Nahahalata kong nahihilo na siya, he went out and humiga sa kama. And where will I sleep?

He closed his eyes.

Lumapit ako sa kanya, and kinumutan siya. Bigla niya akong niyakap, kaya nasubsob ako sa dibdib niya.

"Let go of me."

"Just shut the f*ck up baby. Sleep beside me."

Ihiniga niya ako sa katabi niya, saka ako kinumutan. He has still his erection, and I know that it does not feel comfortable. His mind is just thinking about pleasure right now.

Niyakap niya ako. Nararamdaman ko yung matigas na bagay niya sa puson ko.

"Why are you crying a while ago?"

Nagulat ako sa tinanong niya. I felt he is someone else right now, so I just found myself telling about what happened.

"I saw Chrys with a girl. And it's not okay, I felt betrayed. I just can't imagine that I trusted him."

He tapped my head, and kissed my forehead.

Biglang bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Why-oh-why? Again?

"She is just might her friend, her cousin, or her sister. Ang hirap kasi sa'yo hinala ka ng hinala. But, behind those things I do still love you. Hahahahaha."

Kung mahal niya ako, bakit hindi niya sabihing tama yung hinala ko? Tama yung iniisip ko? Chrys has another woman, instead he said that I might be wrong.

"You are not Id..."

Tumingin ako sa kanya.

Ngumiti siya sa'kin, that smile that captivated my heart. The feeling of being inlove. Parang bumabalik, bawat sigaw ko sa pangalan niya. Bawat game na pinuntahan ko para lang i-cheer siya. Bawat segundo na nakikita ko siya. Bumabalik lahat-lahat.

"This is the real Id, Irish. I want to show you something."

May inabot siya sa sidetable. Kinuha niya ang isang wooden toycar. Iyon yung kotseng nasa Bataan, hindi ako pwedeng magkamali. Yung merong papel na nasa loob.

He opened the car, and handed me a letter.

"I was wrong. I thought its Athena's handwriting. Hindi pala. When I saw her handwriting, I was shocked kasi akala ko siya 'yon."

I opened the letter.

What the f*ck?

//Id Ego Villadiego, I do really like you. I hope you will notice me because my world turns to you. I love you Id. :))//

Sa likod nung letter may nakasulat.

She is one of a kind. She appreciated me, an arrogant guy. I promise to search for you Miss Braces.

I-itinago niya 'to? This is my letter for him. You know that guys.

This is not real! Galit na galit ako sa kanya dahil akala ko, ni-reject niya ako. Akala ko wala lang siyang pakialam sa'kin. Akala ko gusto lang niya ang magagandang babae. At akala ko, masama siyang tao.

Definitely, I was wrong. Id is not bad. Ako yung nagdulot ng malaking gulo sa buhay niya.

Niyakap niya ako, at itinago na lang yung sulat.

I am at my man's arms.

Napangiti na lang ako, I will give him a chance to love me. And I will give myself a chance to love him again. :)

"Good night baby."

Pucha. Iba na yung pakiramdam ko, parang ngayong alam ko na ang lahat-lahat, mas kakaiba yung nararamdaman ko ngayong kasama ko si Id kumpara kapag kasama ko si Chrys.

"Good night my best pitcher."

Hinalikan niya ako sa mga labi ko, at pumikit na ako. It is the best night of my life Id.