Lust Lasts (Completed)

Chapter Forty-Two

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Irish Antheia Zobel

When I open up my eyes, I saw this man's face. Why is he so handsome? I can't lie to myself that he is one of a kind, he is irresistable. Ngayon ko lang naramdaman lahat ng pleasure na yun. I can't think of anyone now, but him.

Magkaharap kami, and I ran my fingers through his biceps going to his face. His nose is pointed. Ang ganda rin ng mga labi niya, these lips that kissed my core, my goodness. Hindi ako makapaniwala na ginawa namin yun kagabi.

"Baby... good morning! I'm hard."

Nagulat ako nang magsalita siya. Saka siya ngumiti sa'kin, p*t* nararamdaman ko nga yung morning erection niya sa abdomen ko. My goodness!

This guy! Ano ba ako sa tingin niya? I am still sore.

"Stop it. I am tired."

Sinimulan niya akong halikan sa leeg ko, papunta sa balikat ko. Actually, it's arousing. Pinipigilan ko lang umungol kasi nga baka isipin niya, I am enjoying it. But, I am really enjoying it.

He touched my curves going to my butt.

"Sh*t ka! Nakikiliti ako Id!"

Tumigil siya, saka ako niyakap.

"Are you doing this also to your women?"

Hinalikan niya ako sa noo, sa pisngi, sa ilong, at sa mga labi ko. Isa pa ulit sa labi ko, isa pa, at isa pa.

I found it sweet.

"No. I didn't use condom with you, and after we had sex I am not staying in their houses or units anymore."

Hinalikan niya na naman ako sa labi ko.

"But why?"

"If I use condom with you, feeling ko ginagamit lang kita for pleasure. Hindi ako nagstay sa unit o bahay nila kasi I just use them for my pleasure. They are also demanding, they want marriage."

Ahh. Naiintindihan ko na. So am I an exception? Well, I don't really know. Ramdam na ramdam ko na mahal niya ako, and it's fine with me. Ikakasal kami, and we would be living together.

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Everyone is looking at us. Hawak-hawak kasi ni Id ang kamay ko, at hawak ko rin yung sa kanya.

Kayce is looking at me differently. I do know what she is thinking, I am two timing. Speaking of that, I am planning to end my relationship with Chrys, I just realize, I like Id more than him.

Ibang-ibang tao ako when I am with Chrys, pero kapag kasama ko si Id I am just me. Yung totoong ako, hindi ako nagpanggap at nagustuhan niya ako kasi heto ako eh.

Pinisil niya yung kamay ko.

"Where did you go Brad?"

Tanong ni Alex kay Id.

"We just had a night together. Gusto ko kasi siyang masolo, so I took her for a while. We should go back in Manila now, para hindi tayo gabihin."

Ngumiti siya sa'kin.

Guys, kanina pa siya nakaalalay sa'kin. Parang ayaw niya akong mapawisan, o kahit madapuan man lang ng lamok at langaw. He is so possessive.

Nag-ayos lang kami ng gamit, at pagkatapos ay sumakay na kami sa sasakyan niya. Bigla namang sumakay rin si Alex, si Betty, at si Kayce. Chad and Athena were together.

Si Alex yung nasa unahan, at kaming tatlo ng mga kaibigan ko ang nasa likod. They are just looking at me intently.

"Say what you want to say girls."

Pagkasabi ko niyan, lumapit-lapit sila sa'kin para hindi madinig ni Id ng anumang sasabihin nila.

"Are you kidding us?! Sabi mo you hate him! Sabi mo you would never ever like him! Sabi mo g*g* siya! So, ano 'to kainan ng lahat ng lumabas sa bibig?"

Pinipilit ni Kayce na ibaba yung boses niya, pero I know Id can hear her. Hindi niya kasi kayang pigilan yung bunganga niya, masyadong malakas.

"You would never understand me, unless you would be in my position Kayce."

Bulong ko sa kanya.

"Baka may ipinakain siya sa'yong nagustuhan mo? Don't tell me, you gave him a blow?!"

Si Betty yan.

Akala mo naman pokpok ang kinakausap niya. Natawa na lang ako nung sabihin niya 'yon.

He ate, not I. Masyadong judgemental ang mga kaibigan ko, and so I am. Nagkahawahan na kami ng ugali. Ewan ko lang si Athena, baka nahawa na rin samin. She looks more gorgeous today, nakakaconscious tuloy.

"Why are you laughing?! Don't tell me, totoo?"

Kayce screamed.

Dati, gustung-gustong madevirginized ako, ngayon ingat na ingat sa'kin. Hindi ko siya maintindihan, actually silang dalawa ni betty.

Tumingin si Id sa rearview mirror, para makita ako. He just winked. Sh*t, kinikilig ako. My goodness! Ahhhh. Nakakainis! I felt the same way when I was in college.

"Girls, wag nga kayong maingay. I am tired."

I am still tired. Nakakapagod palang makipag-ano. Akala ko kasi wala lang yun, hindi pala.

"All the angels and saints! Rish, OMG! Grabe kaaaaaaaa!"-Betty

Ipinikit ko na lang ang mga mata ko, and I just saw his gray eyes. Why-oh-why? Ang gwapo-gwapo niya talaga, ang hot pa. Spending my life with him would be great as well.

Alex turned on the mp3 player.

Nice to meet you, where you been?
I could show you incredible things
Magic, madness, heaven, sin
Saw you there and I thought
Oh my God, look at that face
You look like my next mistake
Love's a game, want to play?
New money, suit and tie
I can read you like a magazine
Ain't it funny, rumors fly
And I know you heard about me
So hey, let's be friends
I'm dying to see how this one ends
Grab your passport and my hand
I can make the bad guys good for a weekend

So it's gonna be forever
Or it's gonna go down in flames
You can tell me when it's over
If the high was worth the pain
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
'Cause you know I love the players
And you love the game

'Cause we're young and we're reckless
We'll take this way too far
It'll leave you breathless
Or with a nasty scar
Got a long list of ex-lovers
They'll tell you I'm insane
But I've got a blank space baby
And I'll write your name

I didn't notice that I fell asleep.