Rent A Girlfriend (JENLISA)

Chapter 104

JENNIE POV:

I buried my face in the pillow. I didn't know what to say and what to do to face Lisa right now. I was just too pissed and heartbroken.

The more she said things about sweetness and love, the more it became unbearable to me. Because Lisa kept saying it as if it meant something for her. While we both know that everything she said was utter bullshits!

I didn't want to meet Lisa right now, and I didn't want to meet my family as well. It was just too embarrassing.

"Lisa is probably packing up right now and leave tomorrow morning...." I sulked, knowing that was probably the truth. Even though I knew I could do nothing about it, it still pained me so much.

I closed my eyes, hoping that the memory of Lisa would simply disappear tomorrow, alongside the person.

If it was possible, then I wanted her to disappear from this world as well! How could God blessed someone terrible like her, who played with the heart of a person who desperately wanted a love like me?

That was so unfair!

I cursed Lisa in my heart, hoping she would get her finger and tongue paralyzed on her first night with that childhood sweetheart.

"ARGH!"

I punched the pillow frustratedly. There was nothing good about all of this. In the end, I would still be the same woman who always stood by my own.

"It's alright, I can handle it. I am a strong woman after all," I said to myself. But whenever I thought I could return to my previous daily life without Lisa around, I got immediately reminded of all the sweetness we had together.

I wondered if I could return to my old life without Lisa anymore.

People kept saying that women are independent and they can stand by themselves, and I believed that.

Because I could stay with my own feet and provide for my family even as an independent woman. But at the same time, I'm still a woman who dreamed of being loved.

I wanted someone to love me wholeheartedly, even though I wasn't as attractive as other women.

"Aish, I refuse to marry a person twice my age, just because I'm a leftover woman now. I can manage. I can handle everything by myself!" I shook my head, refused to yield to the situation.

"Get up, Jennie Ruby Jane! You can do anything even without that Bastard Monkey!" I took a deep breath and got up from the bed.

I checked my phone and saw that it was already midnight. I spent the last six hours thinking about Lisa over and over. It was so stupid, honestly.

Since I didn't have any mood to leave my room, I turned on the lamp and then took the box filled with my BL and also the stuff about the tale of Batman J and Robin L. I took out my childhood memories one by one, from the Batman mask, the small cape, and also the Batarang.

Oh, there was a Batmobile. I asked for money from PeuPeu back then to buy the Batmobile toy and Batarang from the store in front of the village. It wasn't expensive, but I inflated the price by ten times, hehe.

I mean, PeuPeu was filthy rich. Even if I inflated the price to 100x, he wouldn't even budge. Because he could just ask his late grandmother, and he's get any amount of money she wanted.