Nice to Meet Ya!

Chapter 38

Nos dias seguintes, troquei algumas mensagens com o Harry. Ele pediu-me desculpa pela forma brusca com que iniciou a nossa conversa, e explicou que deseja realmente ver o Niall feliz, porque ele merece isso. Após esse início atribulado, acabámos por aproveitar para nos conhecermos melhor um ao outro.

Who are you talking to? - pergunta Niall, vendo-me agarrada ao telemóvel.
With Harry - respondo.
What Harry? - pergunta Niall, de sobrancelha erguida.
Your mate, Harry Styles - explico.
Why? Since when do you guys talk? - pergunta, uma a seguir à outra, sem respirar.
Because your friend was worried I'd be a bitch trying to get fame and hurt you - digo, deixando o telemóvel de lado e dirigindo-me a ele - and I was defending myself, and us.
When did it started? - pergunta.
The other day, the first day we could go outside - explico.
And you're still talking? - pergunta, não soando muito satisfeito.
Yes. He apologized and we kept talking and getting to know each other - explico.
Niall não me responde, e apenas fica de rosto cerrado, com os seus olhos escurecidos.
You know... - sussurro, levando a minha mão aos cabelos da sua nuca - I always thought the Niall dude was the hottest, most talented and nicest one from the band...
Niall mantém-se em silêncio, com a mesma cara de zangado, mas agora com os olhos inquietos, a tentarem absorver qualquer movimento meu.
And now I'm sure I was right - roço os meus lábios nos dele - he's even better than I thought... and I'm completely crazy about him...
Ele tenta beijar-me, mas, apenas para o provocar, afasto os meus lábios. Niall sorri de lado e olha profundamente para os meus olhos.
That's a dirty move... - resmungo - those eyes are my weakness...
I know - Niall sussurra e de seguida beija-me apaixonadamente - I'm sorry, Sara...
I should have told you before, I'm sorry too - digo.
Yeah... but I need to trust you. And I do... but I got jealous. Harry is the womanizer of the band.. all the girls are crazy about him and he is really charming... - Niall abre o seu coração, explicando da forma mais vulnerável possível o que estava a incomodá-lo.
I've never been into Harry tho. He always looked too much... I don't know how to explain it - rio - I've always been into the blondy, dirty smile, blue deep eyes, that seemed to not care at all about the world around him, begging for his attention...
And yet, you got all my attention - diz, com um pequeno sorriso no rosto.
Oh I wasn't talking about you... I was talking about that guy from the band... - gozo - if I ever meet him, I'll jump into his arms and beg for a night of pleasure and devotion!
I freaking hate you. Do you think that's something nice of you to say?! - reclama, dando uma espreitadela para baixo, levando-me a seguir o seu olhar.
So it seems like I won't need to beg - gozo e beijo-o.
I love you, Sara... and you are my biggest weakness - sussurra.
You are mine - sussurro.
I will miss you so much next week... please return fast... - Niall faz beicinho.
I will try... but I'll need some weeks to be with my family and organize my life - digo.
I understand... but this house will be empty without you - diz Niall - I will feel empty without you...
We will FaceTime everyday, I promise - digo.
Glad, right now, I still can touch you - sussurra, apalpando o meu rabo, com ambas as mãos.
How naughty! - gozo e beijo-o - I'll miss this...
You just need to come back to me... I'll be waiting for you - Niall sorri.

Não quero ir me embora. Mas preciso resolver a minha vida em Portugal. Estes meses com ele foram super intensos, mas preciso de respirar fundo um pouco e assimilar tudo o que se está a passar, tudo o que a nossa relação implica e significa para mim.

Observo o homem deitado ao meu lado nesta cama, enquanto ele acaricia os meus cabelos, com um sorriso no rosto.
I'll miss having you in my bed... - diz.
Oh... me too... some things are hard to leave behind - brinco.
I know right?! What's funny on having such a hot girlfriend, if she is miles away??? - Niall reclama.
You will have to keep that image in your mind, and wait 'till I come back - rio - I'm sure you can do it.
Before we started dating, I would look at my friend Sara and think fuck... this girl is so hot... And she has a brain to go with it... but I had to control my impulses of kissing you or touching your flawless body... - diz Niall - but now, there's nothing holding me back. I can make love to you... anytime we want to... like now, if we want to, we can keep on doing it for the rest of the day...
Is that a proposal? - rio.
But, you are living... no more touching... no more kissing... what a torture... - Niall dramatiza.
I totally understand you... - abraço-o.
So it means you accept the proposal? - Niall goza.
You're the worst... - rio.