TWS: Sexuality talk, dr$g mention, 4lc0h0l mention, small s3xu4l intimacy talk, and general things that are meant for 15+ people
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It confused me a lot when my closest friends started getting crushes, becoming...hormone-ish...? Stuff like that. They got acne, extra hair, all that 'good' stuff, but I was really confused because I didn't feel anything. Not like emotionless...eugh...2018 gacha memories...
I didn't understand what Aro/ace was at the time, which is my sexuality at the moment, and has been almost ever since quarantine started.
Before you come for my ass Kaede, I basically mean those I went to summer camps with, after-school classes, etc.
Never had anyone confess to me, which is a perk of being an ugly weirdo! Not even self-deprecating because I feel it will grab me attention, but because it's true in beauty standards. It's genuinely a perk for those who just don't feel ready, or feel as if it's not a necessity to have a 'one and true love'.
I love my friends. They're real homies, but romantic feelings don't feel like they match up. At times(exposing myself), I feel like I lowkey wanna kiss my best friend. Then, the though suddenly becomes revolting to me, and I stop.
Kissing, intimacy, sure, all that is nice and fun. Not-so sadly, those concepts are like alcohol and drugs for me. I don't try with them. I never want to. The thought doesn't scare me, and I'm fine with it in real life, but it just isn't for me.
-Signed, Kaito Momota
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Ndrv3 Oneshots(NO SMUT)
FanfictionOkay, this book is named NDRV3 one shots because there are mostly NDRV3 one shots. I have no updating schedule, but I will update at least once every week. Enjoy! I made the cover on my own, and I forgot to change the description when I did. I knew...
