Changed. Bucky x OC

.Run Like Hell.

I wake up on the cold blood stained concrete. Just like the day before and the day before that and wait not the day before the day before that I was on a mission so the same as the last two days. And the same on and off for the last 7 years.

HYDRA biggest dicks in the world. I hate it here, who wouldn't. Sometimes I forget I hate it here because they like to fry my brain, that's always a fun experience. 

I look to my left and as I suspected he was there. We share a cell together. I only know him by 'The Winter Solider' but when it's just him and I, I can tell he isn't the solider. The person he was before HYDRA shows. He is sweet, takes care of my cuts and vice versa. The only thing that has kept me sane. 

I know he has been here longer than me, I know he has done things far worse than me. Still I can't help but love him. I've never admitted the feelings mainly because I forget half the time but I know he loves me too. But we can't say it aloud we are trapped in here and I see no escape. 

"Winter, are you awake?" 

"Of course I am"

"How many days have we been done here now?"

A couple of days ago the solider and I 'failed' a mission by that I mean someone got away, that someone being Captain America. He said something to Winter that seemed to throw him off, almost like he knew him but now he's been wiped and we are being punished by having to stay in our cells for 5 days.

"Four days" he sighs.

"Do you ever think we will get out of here?" he's silent for a moment.

"I lost hope a while ago, the belief that one day I'd get out. But then you came along and as cruel as it sounds I'm almost happy you got kidnapped"

"What?" 

He's happy your suffering? I thought he cared for me.

"I wish you didn't have to go through this. I wish you didn't have to see yourself become a murderer but at the same time your the only reason I'm still alive, the only reason I have the smallest amount of hope that we will get out of here"

"What will we do if we get out of here?" I question. 

"We'll run like hell" 

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A few hours later the Solider and I have been lying together on the ground. Until a guard storms through. 

"Get up you two have a mission soon, you need to get checked by the nurses and get ready"

We slowly get up and are shoved out of our cells towards the med bay area. I walk over to my usual bed and sit waiting for the nurse to arrive. When she does I notice a certain look in her eye; she's scared. She must be new. I haven't seen her before. 

"Hi I'm going to be your nurse for today" her voice is soft and sweet, I feel sad HYDRA hasn't broken her yet, but it's a matter of time until they do. 

I nod and she starts to set up asking me some routine questions. She goes to grab my arm and I flinch at the sudden movement. Her expression turns to one of compassion. 

"How long have you been here sweetie?" she asks in a hushed voice.

"Around 7 years I think?" It comes out more of a question then a statement. 

"Listen to me carefully. I don't wanna be here. They plucked me and a couple other nurses out of med school just cause we had the highest grades. I'm gonna help you. You're next mission I overheard a bit about it. You're gonna be sent to find and kill Captain America again on the helicarriers. This means you're gonna have a lot more freedom so keep it, comply with everything they say avoid getting wiped, you need to take the opportunity, do what you have to regarding the mission and then get the fuck out of here. Don't come back, you have a tracker in your lower left leg, cut it out the first chance you get"