Changed. Bucky x OC

.Dreaming.

1 month later.

I am in my twelfth week of pregnancy, It means that I'm going up on my second trimester and getting closer to meeting my baby. Bucky has been so cute he is more excited then I am. 

He gets up when I do, holds my hair whilst I throw up. Brings me breakfast - which consists of plain toast - in bed and barley lets me lift a finger. 

It took me a whole 2 weeks and a lot of research to convince him that sex is safe while pregnant. I was practically begging him to fuck me cause I am so horny. I mean when Bucky Barnes is your husband you're kind of always horny but pregnancy just amplifies that. We already went at it like bunnies but now that I want to jump his bones all the time and lets face it he's a guy we have sex almost non stop. 

I have had some weird cravings so far, mostly aversions to food but I have been wanting pizza every day. That's a normal craving but the weird ones, or what Buck considers weird is putting olives, pineapple and pickles on ice-cream. Its sweet, salty and a little tangy its everything to me at the moment. 

The things that set my nausea off the most are coffee - still -, anything fizzy like carbonated drinks I don't even know why something about the bubbles, the smell of any cleaning supplies and also pickles, but its weird cause I crave them then throw it up. 

I have a small bump you can tell if you're actually looking for it but otherwise it just looks like I'm bloated. 

Another annoying thing is that considering I have cravings for sweet and salty things the old wives tales tell us jack shit about the gender, I also don't have a large enough bump to see if it's hanging lower or not, and with the whole heart rate thing Bucky did mention that considering he is a super soldier that could influence it. 

My overthinking has also gotten the better of me, especially about the whole possibility of he or she being a super soldier, will HYDRA try and take them? When they are older will they fight like us? Am I going to get really fat if they are a bigger baby? Will they be picked on? Will they literally super man their way out of my vagina? As you can tell I am absolutely fine.

Bucky's perspective. 

Via is amazing putting up with all of this shit. She still throws up routinely but she doesn't complain or blame me, I think once she goes into labour and the kid tears through her body she might blame me or worse, withhold sex. 

I hate how much the pregnancy is taking a toll on her. She's tired all the time, throwing up takes away a good deal of her energy. The only things she is eating at the moment are plain toast, pizza and this weird ice-cream concoction that I am too scared to ask about. 

She is also extremely moody, she fucking yelled at me yesterday because my toothbrush was facing away from hers in the holder and this must mean I don't love her anymore. I always knew she was crazy, it's part of the reason I love her but what the fuck. She also accused me of cheating because I have a phone, and in her words "Who the fuck are you trying to talk to?" The only numbers I have ever called are hers, the pizza place and the doctors. The only numbers I have saved are hers and the pizza place, because I call there often enough. 

One thing I will say is her sex drive is through the roof. I'm still slightly concerned I am hurting the baby but she is so fucking horny we have sex like 3-4 times a day.

I was reading a pregnancy book whilst she is watching some tv next to me. I told her she wasn't allowed to read the book anymore because it was making her anxiety go through the roof with concerns so instead I told her I would read it and tell her the information she needs to know so she doesn't end up giving herself a panic attack.