Changed. Bucky x OC

.Loosing Virginity.

The next day I get up early and throw up, great way to start the morning 10 out of 10 highly recommend. Bucky is right there beside me holding back my hair, he's also gagging trying not to throw up whilst watching me throw up. 

I mean your a fucking super solider I've watched you literally rip someone's head off but yeah a little vomit is too much. 

We get ready and go to our appointment. I sit in the waiting room bouncing my leg up and down.

"Babe, it's gonna be fine" Bucky tries to comfort me. 

"Yeah but what if its not, what if the test is wrong, what if I'm not pregnant? What if its twins or triplets or Siamese twins or Siamese triplets?! Or what if-"

"Ok ok calm down, yes a lot of things could go wrong I get it. Also what the fuck is Siamese twins?" He asks. 

"Two babies that are conjoined" 

"What the fuck that's a thing? Can't you just like- pull them off each other?" 

"They aren't born hugging dipshit, they are connected and share skin, some can share vital organs. There is surgeries to get them separated but they are dangerous" I explain. 

"Oh- well that's fucked up, I'm sure we will be fine" 

"Oh yeah, cause everything else in our life has gone so smoothly. Sure we have every reason to be optimistic" I say sarcastically. 

"Doll, I get that your nervous and I know we have been through a lot of shit so think of this as our break"

"Okay, your right I shouldn't stress it's not good for the baby" I say taking a deep breath "That's if there is a baby" I mumble the last part. 

"I heard that, hey what time did you go to bed last night?"

"Oh I- uh you know same time you did" I lie. 

"You know your a shit liar right?" He says with a dumb smirk on his face. 

"Alright alright, I did get in bed at the same time as you but then I started to think about the baby and all the shit that could go wrong so I did some research-" 

"Hence why you know so much about Siamese twins?" He cuts me off. 

"Yes..." 

Bucky goes to open his mouth to say something. 

"Mr and Mrs Barnes" I hear the doctor ask coming out of her office. 

We both stand up and greet her as we enter her office. 

"Hi I'm Doctor Wilson"

"I'm Olivia but you can call me Via and this is my husband Bucky" I gesture to him. 

"Alright It's nice to meet you both so I think I spoke with your husband on the phone?" she asks. 

"Ah yes, I took a home pregnancy test yesterday and it came back positive" 

"Ok, so do you have an idea on how far along you could be?" 

"Um I think I'd be around 2 months?" 

"So your husband did mention your not the biggest fan of needles, unless it's absolutley necessary so I did get the ultrasound machine if that makes you more comfortable then a blood test would? Just so we can confirm the pregnancy?" 

Thank fuck I hate needles. Another thing I can thank the dickheads at HYDRA for a needle phobia, because they used me as there own personal pin cushion. 

"Yes, yes please" I nod. 

"Ok so, here is a gown for you to get changed into, I'm going to go get the ultrasound machine and be back in a minute" 

She leaves the room and I start to get changed into the hospital gown. I hear her knock and Bucky opens the door. She asks me to lie down on the bed I put my legs in the holsters and she moves the machine closer to the bed and Bucky stands by my head. 

"Alright, so because we don't know exactly how far along you are and the fact that your guess is only 2 months we are gonna do a transvaginal ultrasound" 

I just nod along not really paying attention. I focus my eyes on the screen even though there's nothing there yet. I feel her prepping whatever it is she is going to do. I reach for Bucky's hand and start taking some deep breaths. 

"Ok so I'm just going to insert the probe now, It may be a little uncomfortable" She says. 

Did she say insert?!

I feel something enter me and I wince a little gripping Bucky's hand. Now Bucky is a big guy we've established this, but whatever the fuck just went in me obviously doesn't want to be gentle or care about me in this scenario because fuck that hurt. 

I wait a minute and she starts clicking buttons and what not till I hear a thudding sound. 

"So that there is your womb and that is the baby, I would say you're right you seem to be 8 weeks along; 2 months. Your baby looks normal and it's heart is beating sometimes you don't hear it this early so that a good thing" She explains. 

I catch a couple of the things she's saying but I am more focused on the dot. Our dot. We made that and it has a heart beat. I look over at Bucky and he has tears in his eyes. 

"You good Buck?" I ask smiling like and idiot. 

"Yeah, I just- it feels more real now" He leans down and kisses my forehead. 

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We finish up in the doctors office and go back out to the car. 

"Are you okay?" Bucky asks. 

"Yeah, why wouldn't I be?" I respond. 

"Because you squeezed my hand awfully tight in there" 

"If I am being honest I had no idea what the fuck a transvaginal ultrasound was, but it felt like loosing my virginity all over again. I feel like I was cheating on you or something. Except it really fucking hurt like no pleasure all pain. It was cold and- Why the fuck are you laughing Idiotule?" (asshole)

"Because, in all your research, you knew nothing about that" He responds through giggles. 

"Your right I should research more" I say completely serious as I pull out my phone.

"No no no no, no"  He says as he grabs my phone and throws it in the back seat. 

"hey- wha-" 

"Babe, we know the baby is okay, you heard the heart beat. Your feeling better everything is fine. If we need to research something we will. But right now your just gonna freak yourself out and start thinking the worst"

"Okay.." I reply defeatedly. 

"You wanna go get a coffee?" He asks. 

"I can't have coffee" 

"Your allowed a cup a day" 

"Well yeah I know that but the baby doesn't like coffee. Makes me nauseous" 

"But you love coffee?" 

"I know" I start to cry a little. 

"The baby must take after me" He beams. 

"Oh shit that can't be a good thing" 

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A/N

Ok, I hope you liked it. I know a little bit of medical stuff from research and personal interest. But if I got something wrong remember its fan-fiction key word fiction doesn't have to be totally legit. Remember Via's dad flights around in an iron suit nothing is too realistic. I personally love Via and Bucky's relationship I don't want to make it too lovey dovey cause I don't picture Bucky like that. Nothing too romantic or mushy but still considerate and caring.