Let it kill you (Dabi x reader

Chapter 12

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"Just one question are you dumb?" Hawks asked.

"The fuck did you just call me?" Dabi said getting irritated.

"I didn't call you anything I asked if you were dumb, but maybe dumb wasn't the word because I think it's are you fucking blind"

"What are you talking about?" Dabi asked still irritated.

"I guess my answer is both because you can't seem to tell that she finds comfort in you and you won't even apologize" Hawks said crossing his arms.

"No she doesn't, and why would I need to apologize?" Dabi asked leaning on the wall.

"Out of everyone in the ledge she could have called she called you, this was a problem for Shiggy to handle not you, but she came to you because she obviously feels some sort of safety in you." Hawks said seeing Dabi still wasn't under standing. "God I guess you are stupid, she likes you, Y/n likes you jackass"

"No she doesn't and if she does she shouldn't" Dabi said in a serious tone.

"And why is that?" Hawks asked tilting his head.

"Because I would tear her apart, I would break her down from the inside out" Dabi said leaning his head back, "she doesn't deserve that"

"Well here is an idea don't do that" Hawks said in a matter a fact tone.

"It's not that simple" Dabi said with a groan.

"Okay yeah it's never that simple with you, trust me I know I have seen how some of your last girlfriends turned out" Hawks said "but that happend because most of the time you were to intense for them, honestly I think some of them were scared of you, but Y/n dude she is your match. She isn't scared of you and like you said doesn't take any shit, and she sure as hell doesn't take your shit considering she left the moment she noticed you left"

"That's not the point" Dabi said.

"She left not knowing you left because you felt bad and that you couldn't get her off your mind and came to talk to me about it" Hawks said. "So I suggest you apologize to her before she doesn't find comfort in you any more. And from the look on her face when I apologized, she hasn't gotten a real apology in a long time" Hawks said walking over to Dabi.

They just looked at each other for a second and Hawks flew away. Dabi sighed and ran his hands through his hair. He walked back in the house and you weren't on the couch and your stuff was gone. He felt his heart sink for a second before he heard the shower running. He let out the breath he didn't know he was holding and went into the bedroom. He sat on the bed and though about what to say. He hadn't really talked to you for a few days. You turned off the shower and wrapped the towel around your self and walked into the room seeing Dabi on the bed. He looked up at you and let his eyes travel. You grabbed some clothes form your bag and changed. You could feel him watching you so you changed with your towel blocking his view of whatever he wanted to see.

You had a big shirt that fell to about your mid thigh so it wasn't very hard to change. When you were done you dropped the towel and grabbed your phone and vape and went to walk out when his voice stopped you.

"Where are you going?" He asked looking at you.

"I'm gonna sleep on the couch" you said seeing his face drop a bit. "It's not an issue there are extra blankets" you said walking out of the room.

Dabi groaned and leaned back onto the bed as you left. You laid on the couch and put on three blankets. You closed your eyes and tried to sleep the best you could but it wasn't working very well for you. Meanwhile, Dabi wasn't getting any sleep either, he was just laying on his back staring at the ceiling. You decided to get up and get some water. You turned on the kitchen lights and grabbed a glass filling it with water when you heard foot steps down the hall. As Dabi came into view you took a sip of water. He walked behind you and grabbed a glass of his own poring whiskey in it.

"Can't sleep either?" He asked and you just shook your head no.

You both sat there in silence your back still facing him. You felt him looking at you. You drank the rest of your water and put the glass in the sink.

"Goodnight" you said before going to walk out of the kitchen then feeling him grab your wrist and pulling you back and putting you up against the counter.

"Y/n look at me" he said noticing you weren't looking at him. "Y/n" he said picking you up and putting you on the counter.

You looked at his ice blue eyes and felt chills run up your spine and then looked away.

"What?" You asked quietly.

"Y/n I... I'm sorry" he said you you looked up at him. "I'm sorry I questioned you and I'm sorry for bringing up your mom, that was a low blow" he said pausing for a second. "And I'm sorry for taking advantage of you when you were upset."

"Wait what?" You asked furrowing your eyebrows, "you didn't take advantage of me" you said.

"I didn't?"

"No, you didn't. Yeah I was upset but if you took advantage of me I would have left or probably kicked your ass after. Dabi I liked it, a lot. And I thought you did to but then you turned away from me and then you left in the middle of the night" you said looking down a bit.

"I didn't leave because I didn't like it" he said putting his hands on your face.

"It doesn't matter why you left Dabi... I forgive you but that can't happen again" you said looking at him. "Me and you both know we aren't good for each other." You said seeing his eyes change a bit.

You sighed and hopped off the counter and he moved out of your way. He stood there and you could feel his eyes on you.

"What does that mean?" He asked before you got to far.

"It means we are friends and nothing more" you said looking back at him, "goodnight Dabi" you said walking back into the living room.

You heard him sigh and walk back into his room. You fell asleep at some point and when you woke up it was 5. You needed to get back to your house. You snuck into the room and grabbed your stuff. You looked at Dabi and he was holding a pillow to his chest. He looked so peaceful. You heard him start to move and you quickly left the room. You walked back to your apartment and climbed up the fire escape. You climbed in your window. You put your bag down and walked out into the kitchen.

"Y/n where were you?"
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