Let it kill you (Dabi x reader

Chapter 37

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You had stayed with your grandpa for a few days but you had to go back at some point. You packed up your bag and got ready to catch the train. You didn't want to go but you had other things to take care of. You sadness about your brother and what he said to you had turned into anger so you were going to use that as motivation.

"Are you sure you don't want a ride to the train" your grandpa asked as you walked down stairs.

"Yeah I'm sure, it's nice outside I'm gonna enjoy it while I can" you said and gave him a hug. "I love you grandpa"

"Come over anytime Y/n" he said and you nodded.

You left the house and made your way to the train. You waited for the train when you heard someone call to you.

"Excuse me" the voice caught your attention and you looked over and saw the man from the other day.

"Yeah?" You said confused.

"I know where I know you from" he said and you tilted your head. "This is you isn't it?" He asked and pointed down to a news paper.

As you looked at the news paper you saw a picture of you and your mom. It was from a few months before she died. It was about her new international ranking. She had just been ranked number 6. You remember that article because they said that she had a good chance at making it to the top five the next year and they mentioned that you were quite promising yourself although you didn't have a quirk.

"Y-yeah" you say with a small smile. "That's me"

"Wow I never thought I'd meet someone like you" he said

"What do you mean like me?" You asked curiously.

"You see my daughter doesn't have a quirk, but you went above and beyond and my daughter looked up to you and your mom" he said and you smiled.

"How old is your daughter now?" You asked

"She just turned 17" he said and you smiled.

"Well tell her I said hello" you said as the train pulled up. "Also... protect her with all your might she needs her family" you said and he nodded politely and you got on the train.

The whole train ride back you felt happier. It made you happy that people still remembered your mom. You were glad you weren't the only one. The train eventually came to your stop and you got off. You paid and started to walk home. You got to your building and walked in getting in the elevator. When it got to your floor you stepped out and went out and unlocked your door. You walked in and it was quiet but you knew Jasmine was home because her keys were on the table. You quietly shut the door and softly walked over to the counter. You dropped your keys on the counter and saw Jasmines door fly open.

"Y/n?" She said as she basically flung herself out of her room.

When she saw you she came and gave you a big hug and you hugged her back with a laugh.

"Well someone missed me" you said feeling her squeeze you tighter.

"I always miss you I just missed you more this time" she said pulling away from the hug.

"Thank you" you said and she got a confused look on her face.

"For?" She asked confused.

"For sending Hawks to make sure I was safe" you said and she smiled a small smile and nodded.

For the rest of the day you both hung out until you had to go to the hideout for a meeting. You both walked and talked and you told her about what your brother had said and you could tell it made her upset. You told her not to worry about it and that you were okay now. You both walked in and you saw Dabi in his usual spot and you gave him a smile. One in which he did not return. He just glared at you. You sat down and wondered what you did wrong until it hit you. You had yelled at him when you were upset. You needed to apologize for that after this.

The meeting went on and it was about making new plans and how they had an idea of a new member for the league. Shiggy didn't go into much detail about who it was but that we should all be ready to go get them when the time comes. The meeting went on for a few more minutes before it ended. You got up and went over to Dabi who was still in his same spot drinking.

"Hey" you said and he just looked at you. "Okay I deserve the silent treatment" you said and he just continued to drink. "Dabi I'm sorry I blew up on you, I wasn't mad at you I was mad at myself and shouldn't have taken that out on you" you said pausing for a brief second. "So I'm sorry".

You waited for him to say something but nothing ever came. Jasmine wasn't sitting to far from you and heard what what's going on and she was also confused why he wasn't saying anything to you. She didn't get involved because it wasn't about her so she sat there and hoped he would say something.

"Okay since you aren't going to talk to me I guess thank you for sending Hawks to make sure I was safe" you said and saw the first reaction out of him today. "And just so you dont have to talk to me, he told me" you said getting up and walking over to Jasmine "I'll see you at home"

She just nodded and you walked out. Jasmine just looked at him and he could feel it.

"What Jasmine?" He said in an irritated tone.

"What the fuck was that?" She asked sitting next to him.

"What was what?" He said getting another drink.

"Why didn't you say anything to her." Jasmine said with a ting of attitude. "I mean if you didn't notice she apologized for something and you didn't even acknowledge her"

"Didn't think I needed to" he said and Jasmine scoffed.

"And why not? If you haven't noticed Y/n doesn't apologize for much unless she thinks one is due and you just ignored her" Jasmine said getting a drink of her own.

"Okay I didn't need her apology" he said downing the rest of his drink. "She didn't need to talk to me either."

"Dabi what's wrong with you?" She asks looking at him.

"Nothing" he said drinking another drink.

"Really?" She asks and he hummed in response. "Well your drinking says otherwise"

She had noticed how many drinks he had since she had walked in and the fact that he was drinking them faster then normal. He didn't think anybody noticed but leave it to Jasmine. The drinks were helping with what he was feeling. He didn't know what it was he just knew drinking helped it fade for a while.

"So tell me this" she said pausing as he looked over at her. "What are you trying to forget"
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