Let it kill you (Dabi x reader

Chapter 52

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You sat and waited for Compress when you felt something warm slide down your cheek. You brought your hand up and touched it pulling it back to see fresh blood. Compress came outside and saw you looking at your fingers before he looked at you. He took in your appearance and felt sad. He never though he would see you like this. As he walked you home he noticed you were walking weird.

"Are you okay?" He asked before clarifying. "Feet wise".

"I think I have glass in my feet" you said being able to feel it go deeper and deeper as you took more steps.

You stopped walking when you saw him crouch down in front of you.

"Get on, you aren't walking with glass in your feet" he said and you didn't argue.

You got on his back and he carried you all the way to your house. He got to the door and opened it.

"Jasmine" he called putting you on the counter.

"Compress?" She peeked her head out of her door along with Ethan. "What are you doing here" she asked walking out fully and then she saw you.

She looked at you for a second and you could feel her eyes on you but you didn't look back at her. She looked back at Compress and his expression said enough for her. She quickly walked over to you in the kitchen and saw you fully.

"Oh my god Y/n!" She said going over to you and lifting your face up. "What the hell happened?!"

"Dabi hit me" you said numbly as she looked at your hands and you saw the fear run through her. "Don't worry its not mine" you said and she looked up at you and over to Compress.

"She has glass in her feet and her hands" Compress said

"Ethan go in the bathroom and get me some tweezers" she said and he nodded while she grabbed a bowl. "Bring all three of them please"

Ethan came back with the tweezers and pulled a chair out for Jasmine. Jasmine worked on your feet while Ethan and Compress did your hands. You didn't wince or flinch once during the whole process you just zoned out. You didn't want to think so you didn't. When they all finished they wrapped up your hands and feet. Jasmine told Compress to get rid of the glass and told Ethan to go find some pain killers. While they were gone Jasmine cleaned up the cut that was on your cheek putting a bandage on after. She got all the glass out of your hair and then just looked at you.

You had other small cuts on your face along with a black eye and bruises on your neck. You had bruises on your knuckles and on your arms. And bruises all over your back. Some of your hair was falling out and your scalp was red. She didn't know what happened or why but she could only imagine what Dabi looked like if you looked like this.

Hawks was at Dabis and was cleaning up while he took a shower. Dabi had a stab wound almost all the way through his arm. Hawks was surprised you didn't cut anything important. Dabi had several ripped stitches and big glass shards all over him. His knuckles were bruised, his nose was damn near broken, the burn scars around his neck were irritated and he had bruises all over his body. Hawks didn't know what to say he just knew that you two fucked each other up. When Dabi got out of the shower he fixed himself up the best he could and sat and talked to Hawks. He told him what happed before and during the fight. Hawks sat and listened until he was finished.

"So she told you about yourself so you hit her?" Hawks asked and Dabi nodded ashamed. "And you expected her not to hit you back?" He asked another question and Dabi nodded again. "Dude you can't just hit someone and expect them not to hit you back, especially Y/n, a female."

"I know I fucked up" Dabi said leaning back.

"You more then fucked up dude. Look around, your entire apartment is fucked up, you are fucked up and so is she" Hawks said in a serious tone. "You need to be real with your shit and admit that what she said was right. Everything she said was right" he said making Dabi look at him. "I don't want to be that person but, when I met you, you said you would never be like Endeavor. But from what occurred tonight, you are just like your dad. Hitting on women because they aren't doing what you want them to do. Only difference is Y/n hits back"

They sat there in silence for a second and Dabi was just thinking. He should have never hit you. He wasn't sure what came over him but when you hit him back he didn't know why he lost it. He knew you were right about everything you said. He was just like his dad. The one thing he promised himself he would never become. He felt ashamed and disgusted with himself.

"Dabi you need to fix this" Hawks said. "I don't know how you are going to fix it, but you need to"

Compress and Ethan helped you to your room and put you in bed. Jasmine sent them both home and thanked them for their help. She kissed Ethan goodbye and closed and locked the door. She sighed and walked to your room.

"Hey do you need anything?" She asked softly.

"No" you said quietly looking at the ceiling.

"Okay" she said trying to hold in her tears. "If you need anything I'll be out here" she said going into the living room.

You laid in your bed feeling every muscle in your body hurting. You tried to go to sleep but every time you closed your eyes you saw the fight. You tossed and turned trying to bring your mind to something else so you could just go to sleep and try and forget this ever happened but it was no use. You felt broken inside and out. You loved Dabi with all your heart and he hit you. The sound of the slap still ringing in your ears along with the sound of glass breaking. The sting of your hands and feet and the bruises that would be there to remind you of what happened. You laid on your back while Jasmine sat on the couch crying silently.

"Jasmine" you called and she quickly wiped her tears and got up.

"Yeah" she said walking to your room. "Y/n?" She said seeing you sit up.

"Jasmine, can you stay in here with me?" You asked looking at her with tears spilling from your eyes.

"Yeah of course" she said quickly walking over to your bed and scooting next to you as you continued to cry.

"Y/n it's gonna be okay" she said holding you.

"Jasmine I was so scared" you said beginning to sob uncontrollably.

"I know it okay, it's over now" she said holding you and petting your head as tears slipped from her eyes as well.

Jasmine had always held you on such a high pedestal. She looked up to you. You have been through so much and not once have you ever shown any fear. But now there was this. She had seen you hurt before but this was different and she knew she never wanted to see you like this again. You were never scared of anything. But you don't know your scared of something until you do.
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