Let it kill you (Dabi x reader

Chapter 50

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Dabi had gone back to training and you were still at his house. You told him to be carful and to not do too much so his staples could fully heal. He did as he was told for the most part. You hadn't really had alone time in the past two months unless Hawks came to let you sleep. You still worried about Dabi. Dabi took your worries and used it to his advantage. He had started teasing you more often and at first you didn't fall for it but then he got more convincing. You would be checking his staples to see if they were healing fine and he would give you kisses on your arms and neck. He did that a lot.

It was late and Dabi still wasn't back from training. You sat on the bed and had a few of his shirts next to you that had holes in them so you decided to fix them. You were being extra carful because you would poke your fingers from time to time. Hard enough to where you would draw blood by mistake. Once you finished all of his shirts you folded them up and put them in the drawers when you heard the front door close.

"Y/n?" Dabi called your name.

"I'm in the room" you said loud enough so he could hear you and you heard him walk down the hall and the door swung open. "Hey I fixed your shirts and..." you stopped feeling your heart drop.

His shirt was bloody.

"Hey thanks" he said in a raspy voice as he took off his jacket and threw it on the floor.

He sat on the bed while you just stood there in shock. He gave you a look of permission to come look at his wounds. You quickly grabbed the first aid kit and sat next to him. You looked at his face and he didn't look like he was in pain but you still had the pit in your stomach. He looked over at you making eye contact and could see the fear in your eyes.

"I need you to lift your arms up" you said and he did what he was told.

He raised his arms and you grabbed the bottom of his shirt pulling it off of him. You looked at his chest as you threw his shirt to the side as you sat down and wiped the blood off of him.

"Dabi what happened?" You asked looking up at him.

"I was being a little reckless and ripped some of my staples." He said and you sighed in relief.

You finished wiping off the blood and grabbed the surgical thread and needle seeing him shoot you a glare.

"Don't worry I'll be gentle" you said and he scoffed.

"Yeah right, I remember the last time you said that to me" he said and you looked up at him from the floor. "I ended up being in a lot of pain"

"Fine then I promise" you said holding out your pinkie to him.

At first he looked at you skeptically and you gave him, what you hoped, was a convincing smile. He sighed and interlocked his pinkie with yours. You laughed lightly and started with his side. You could feel him get tense as you were quite close to his newer scar. Once you finished that one you went up to the one on his shoulder. You were standing trying to get a good angle but you were struggling and let out a sigh.

"What's wrong?" He asked looking over at you

"Nothing I'm just trying to get a good angle" you said biting your bottom lip to try and concentrate.

Dabi waves your hands away from him and you feel him push the back of your thighs making you straddle him. You looked over at him and you felt your face heat up as he looked at you.

"Better?" He asked and you nodded before continuing.

His shoulder was the worse of the two. So you were extra carful. You finished up the last stitch and you felt him squeeze your hips when you tied it closed making you slightly moan. You put a bandage on his stitches and rested your hands on his chest. He looked up at you and put one of his hands on the small of your back and pulled you closer to him. You looked in his eyes as he moved his lips closer to yours, hovering his over yours. He pulled you just a little closer and you could feel his bulge under you. You slightly moved your hips making him breath heavy. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he moved closer and put his lips on yours. At first you embraced it but then you pulled away.

"I'll put your staples back in when the swelling goes down" you said getting off of his lap and grabbing his shirt and jacket to wash them.

You walked out of the room and you heard him sigh. Once again he was teasing you the only difference is you caught on faster this time. For some reason he enjoyed teasing you, but you were starting not to like it more and more. He was good at it though. He made you feel wanted, and needed and when you fell for his act he would keep going until you caught on or he got bored. You weren't sure what your feelings for him were but they were there and he knew that. You soaked his shirt in warm water before ringing out as much blood as you could. You heard him walk into the kitchen but ignored it until you felt his hands on your waist and pull your body to his. You closed your eyes as he gently caressed your bare skin.

"Dabi... Please" you said putting your hands on the counter as he kissed your shoulder.

"Please what" he asked in your ear gently turning you around so you could look at him.

"Please stop whatever this is." You said looking up at him.

You felt his hand go up to the side of your face and he placed his lips on yours. The kiss felt slight different from the one before. You looked up at him and kissed him again, he swiped his tongue across your bottom lip and you parted your lips deepening the kiss. He grabbed the back of your thighs picking you up and putting you on the counter squeezing your ass making you moan in his mouth. He grabbed the bottom of your shirt and lifted it over your head only breaking the kiss for a second. He picked you up off the counter and brought you back to the room placing you on the bed with your legs still wrapped around him. He pushed his hips into you as you dragged your hands down his back while he was kissing your neck. A thought ran through your mind making you think for only a second before saying it.

"I love you" you whispered softly not knowing how he was going to react.

He took his lips off of your neck and pushed himself up as you prepared for him to get up and leave.

"Y/n i..." he said pausing for a second as you looked up at him. "I lo..." he started before he stopped making your eyes widen. "I can't" he said getting up and walking out.

You felt your heart crack. You laid there looking at the ceiling for a second before you felt the anger run through you. You got off the bed grabbing a shirt and throwing it on before you walked after him.
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