Let it kill you (Dabi x reader

Chapter 39

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"What do you want?" You asked with a bored tone as he stood there looking high and mighty.

"Can I come in before we start talking, jeez Y/n where are your manners" he said pushing past you.

"Oh yeah come in, I just love uninvited guests" you said closing the door leaving it unlocked. "So what do you want?"

"I wanted to see my sister, to make sure you were holding up after you found out you were a killer" he said trying to strike a nerve like last time.

"Oh and we are back on that again" you said leaning on the counter while he sat on the couch and laughed lightly. "Why are you so set on making me think that her death is my fault?" You asked and you saw his demeanor change completely.

He stayed silent for a while and during that time you took the time to examine his body language. Your question made him tense but why. That's what you couldn't understand. Why, if he is so set on the fact that you killed your mom, would that question be so uncomfortable for him. You looked at him a little longer and saw him take a slightly deeper breath before he responded.

"Y/n we have been over this once before haven't we? Or do you need me to show you again?" He said and you stayed silent.

You just looked at him with no emotion on your face. You saw a smirk appear on his face as your surroundings changed. You were back to where your mom died although you knew you weren't really there because you could still feel the counter you were leaning on. You saw the same thing. Your mom in distress and then the pros coming in to save her. He looked at you from across the scene. You had no reaction to it so he went even further. The surroundings changed and you were now watching the pros take your mom out and you saw her look at you and smile. She ran up to you and hugged you. You stood there in shock because it felt like she was actually hugging you. And you almost believed it. Almost.

"This could have happened Y/n" Nick said walking towards you.

"Maybe" you said enjoying the feeling for a second longer. "But this isn't real" you said taking a step forward.

When you took your step forward your moms figure disappeared into smoke. You stood chest to chest with your brother looking up at him as he looked down at you. You could tell it bothered him that he didn't get the reaction he was looking for. While he was upset he was also amazed out of all people he didn't think you would be the one to step up to him like this.

"Now get out of my house" you said calmly but he could hear the threat in your tone.

"I'll see you around little sister" he said as the surrounding turned back into your house and he opened the door and left.

You held your breath until you heard the door shut. You walked over quickly and locked it. You let out a breath of relief. You stood there for a second and calmed yourself. You looked at the time and realized it was 3pm. You were in that hallucination for three hours. He had gotten better at his quirk. Before the time would pass normally. That explains why you felt so exhausted. You pushed off the door and went to go get dressed. You pulled on a black fitted shirt and some black sweats and made your way out of your window closing it. You walked over to the hideout taking the back alleyways.

You walked in and saw jasmine sitting at the bar with a worried look that went away when she saw you. As you looked around more you noticed that Dabi wasn't here. You sighed siting in the normal spot. You hit your vape and waited for it to start. You had closed your eyes to try and relax a little bit before you heard the door open. You opened your eyes and expected to see Dabi but you were met with the winged hero instead. He walked over to you and sat down next to you.

"Someone looks tired" he said in a teasing tone.

"I am tired" you said closing your eyes again.

"Why did you stay up to late thinking about me" he asked and you shook your head with a smile.

"I would rather be tired because of that then what actually happened" you said taking a pause feeling his energy change. "My brother came to see me today"

"I can only imagine how that went" he said and you wrinkled your eyebrows.

"Yeah" you said before continuing. "How did you know I had a brother?" You asked looking over at him.

"He joined my agency not to long ago. When I had asked him to tell me about himself he mentioned that he had a sister named Y/n. At first I didn't think anything of it but he went on to describe his sister. When he was done he did describe you but I thought maybe you just had one of those faces but when he fully introduced himself there was no denying that he was your brother." He explained.

"How did he introduce himself?" You asked confused in how an introduction could prove that you two were related.

"He introduced himself like your mom used to" he said as he heard you sigh.

Based on your sigh he could tell that you knew what he was talking about. When your mom introduced herself to anyone she said it the exact same. She would dust off her costume and stand up strait and put on her signature warm smile that could make anyone feel safe. She would always say hi in a very peppy voice and say her name. It was the same every single time without a doubt.

"Makes since he always wanted to be like here, better then her even." You said remembering him saying he wanted to surpass her.

You both sat there and he could tell that you were feeling some type of way but he couldn't put his finger on it. He put his hand on your shoulder to try and comfort you when the door to the hide out swung open with such force you were surprised it didn't fly off its hinges. You jumped slightly a looked over at the door along with Hawks to see Dabi there with a newspaper in hand and an angry look on his face. You looked at Jasmine who was just as surprised as you. Dabi began to walk towards you and Hawks.

"What the fuck is this!" He says and throws the newspaper at you and Hawks.

"What the fuck is your problem?" You said as you got up and pushed him.

"What's my problem, this is my problem" he said picking the paper and showing you the front page.

You looked at the picture and your mouth slightly fell open after you read the headline. 'Hawks dating? Inside look on the lead to who number two is dating'. You looked over at Hawks then at Dabi.

"Are you going to look at me and tell me thats not you"
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