Let it kill you (Dabi x reader

Chapter 18

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You and Jasmine hadn't spoken to each other in five days. You two kinda just drifted around each other. You would stay in your rom for the most part and just mind your business. You were making arrows when Dabi knocked on your window.

"You know you should really start telling me before you come over"you said opening the window and letting him in.

"But why would I do that when i can just come" he said and you rolled your eyes.

"What are you doing here?" You asked sitting back on your bed and continuing to make your arrows.

"I had nothing better to do" he said.

You laughed and shook your head. He was lying. He was actually here to check on you. He and Jasmine had been talking and she told him that you were staying in your room. He just wanted to make sure you were okay. While he was here you both talked but you could tell he wanted to talk about something but he wasn't saying what it was. After a few hours you were done making your arrows and turned to look at him.

"So why are you really here?" You asked and his face changed slightly but you noticed.

"I'm here to hang out with you" he said and you sighed.

"Stop lying dude, I know you're here for something else" you said laughing at how horrible his lying was in this moment.

"Fine" he sighed and looked up at you. "You wanna know why I'm really here?" He asked and you nodded.

He looked at you for a second and he crawled over to you and pushed you back. You sat up on your elbows and looked up at him as he hovered over you. He pushed some of your hair back behind your ear before grabbing a hand full of your hair and tugging it back.

"Dabi" you mumbled as you felt your cheeks get warm.

He moved closer to your face, his lips only a few inches from yours.

"I came to check on you" he said dragging his lips across your jaw. "I just wanted to make sure you were okay" he said gently kissing your neck and moving to the other side. "I heard you were staying in your room so I thought I would come make sure you were okay" he whispered in your ear then kissing it.

"How did you know?" You asked starting to get hazy from him lightly kissing all over your neck.

"Me and Jasmine have been talking" he said in a sultry tone that distracted you from what he said. Almost anyways.

"Wait what?!" You said snapping out of the trance he had you in and pushed him off of you. "You and Jasmine talk?"

he sighed realizing he shouldn't have said that. He got all the way off of you and leaned his back against the wall.

"Yeah, she told me you got mad at her and that you two haven't talked in a few days." He said as you got off your bed.

"Are you kidding me?" You asked with your back towards him.

"Y/n I" -

"I mean seriously, how much can she possibly take away from me" you said running your hand down your face.

"Y/n she's not taking me away from you" he said and you turned around.

"But she is... and she has been for awhile now" you said noticing you didn't feel angry you just felt sad. "Whenever she is around I somehow get pushed out of every conversation and you never say anything about it and now you guys talk"

"Y/n it's not even like that." He said rolling his eyes.

You looked at him for a second. Then you started to feel a bit angry. You weren't one to be jealous of Jasmine but for some reason you felt off about this.

"What is it like then?" You asked crossing your arms.

"We are just friends" he said with a sigh.

"Yeah, and we were just friends too" you said.

"Whatever " He said with a sigh

"You want to fuck her don't you?" You said your gaze getting more intense.

"What?" He said looking at you.

"You want to fuck her" you said again and you could tell it made him angry. "You want to fuck her because I don't want to fuck you" you said pausing noticing his face went from anger to something else. "You wanna know why I don't want to fuck you? It's because your a shitty unloyal son of a bitch who wants to fuck every pretty girl he sees, and because I don't want to, you went and found the next best thing." You said and he got off the bed.

"Look I don't know what your issue is but you need to stop grasping at straws to find something to say that will hurt me" he said walking closer to you. "Me and Jasmine are just friends and if I wanted to fuck her I would have already." He said pausing. "Not that I haven't thought about it"

"Get out" you said and he seemed surprised. "I'm serious get the fuck out" you said pushing him.

"Y/n" he said and you interrupted.

"Dabi get the fuck out" you said just looking at him.

He stood there for a second just looking at you and he felt a bit accomplished. He won he hurt you before you could hurt him. He sighed and went out your window leaving you standing there. You looked at your window before you went over and slammed it shut. You looked over at your door and quickly swung it open Jasmine then stumbling into your room. She fell to her knees and looked up at you. You were looking down on her and your gaze made her feel smaller then she already felt from what you told her a few days ago. You shook your head and grabbed your bow and your quiver then walking past her.

She just watched you walk out of the house. You started walking to the one place you new you could blow off some steam. After a train ride and a little bit of a walk you saw the big field with the bright blue house in the middle of it. You walked up to the door and knocked. You heard a dog bark and then you heard that familiar voice. Then you hear the door unlock and open the door.

"Oh my goodness, is that my Y/n?" He asked with a smile on his face and a cane in his hand.

"Hey grandpa" you said and hugged him.

"Well what are you doing here?" He asked as you walked into the house. "I haven't seen you in years" he said with a laugh.

"It has only been a few months grandpa" you said with a smile. "And I'm here because I was wondering if you still had the shooting range set up"

"Of  course, I keep it set for when you decide to come by" he said with a smile. "I keep it nice and clean for you"

"Thank you grandpa" you said going towards the back door.

"I'll start dinner for us" he said and you ran back quickly and gave him a kiss on the cheek.

You walked out into the field and the wind was blowing through your hair. You put your bow and quiver down pulling the red ribbon off your wrist and pulling your hair back. You grabbed your bow and pulled out an arrow pulling back and taking a deep breath then letting go.
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