Lifeline

Part 31

Kurts cheeks flush red with guilt "Blaine I-". "Kurt no" Blaine says, cutting the other man off. He doesn't sound angry, but the only Kurt can hear in Blaines soft tone is exhaustion. Maybe they really were out a bit too long.

"Let's talk about this in the living room. I need to sit down" he continues and Kurt nods, helping his boyfriend over to the couch in the living room. Blaine is in pain and he's sure that as soon as the pain killer kicks in he'll be tired again so they need to talk now.

He didn't handle Kurts jealousy the right way in the park, chuckling when Kurt defended himself. But Kurts face tells him that there's more behind this and he maybe ruined Kurts confidence to talk about that as he laughed in the park.

"Can I go first?" Blaine asks once they sit on the couch and Kurt nods so Blaine says "Being jealous is completely normal and to some extend healthy. I just wished that you told me before and not just said you're curious and I get to know because I accidentally heard Carol and you talk".

Kurt sighs "I know and I'm sorry but before you I only had Adam and we both know how that ended and you had this Tom who wasn't great but Alec too and you two get along well.

I don't know what came over me and why I lied but I'm sorry. I guess I'm just insecure because I'm still learning how to walk and everything and he's normal and handsome".

"You're insecure?" Blaine asks. So there really is more behind this than he tought. When Kurt nods Blaines expression goes softer, if that's still possible but it seems like it "Kurt, Angel, you have no reason to feel insecure".

"I guess but standing  next to Alec it was hard to believe I guess" Kurt says and shrugs, his gaze down to his hands, fiddling with his cuticles.

This action doesn't goes unnoticed by Blaine, who takes Kurts hands, tangling their fingers. He softly smiles "Kurt I love you and only you. If it comes to you and us there's no reason to be insecure. I love your personality and I love that you're perfectly imperfect. If you're insecure because you say that Alec is handsome then please believe me when I say that you look stunning. Always.

You looked stunning when we were just in your room, you looked stunning when you trained harder than ever to get back on your feet, you look stunning to me all the time. Yes you still learn to get back to normal life like it used to be but you come so far so fast and it amazed me so many times that I stopped counting.

I fell oyu you quite some time before we actually got together, hating the fact that you werewith this idiot Adam still. Hating that I waited for him to tell you instead of telling you myself and hope that you fall for me immediatly.

I listened to Seb telling me that I like you and deep down I you already like me back but you didn't realized because you were taken. Listening to him telling me that I probably fell for you while you were still in coma just by the memory of show choir competitions and what your family and Rachel told me about you. I just hadn't realized it back them. But I did.

If you're ever insecure about yourself, thinking that you're not enough or about my love for you, please Kurt talk to me Angel. I love you so much and I don't want you to feel that way. You're my everything. My always".

Kurt is stunned by Blaines speech. Speechless. He smiles, blinking away the tears that rose in his eyes while Blaine was talking. Blaine kisses Kurts palm, staying silent for a moment so Kurt can let it all sink in.

Yes they didn't met under the best conditions but still they made it together. They didn't asked each other out and went to a first and second date, inviting each other home and starting a relationship before then getting intimate for the first time.