[Y/N'S POV]
It had been 2 weeks since you thought you were about to go into labour, you had been going to work still but taking it easy, no more hours on end surgeries and Doctor Keenan made sure you had been resting.
The baby's due date was only a month away and you and Spencer has been busy not only working, but making sure you had every last detail planned for the baby. The last thing on your list had been to find a nanny, which you felt like you had left a little too late considering the baby could technically come any day now. You just didn't like the idea of leaving your baby girl with a stranger, especially with Spencer's line of work...
You were on your break at work that day sitting with Philip in the residents lounge, "What about her?" You asked Philip, pointing your laptop towards him and he leant in to examine the next possible nanny on your list.
"She seems nice, great teeth! But 19? Don't you think that's pretty young?" He replied and you sighed,
"Yeah, I just thought that might be better for the baby, she might be happier to play games and read books for hours on end you know? Teenagers love babies."
"Y/N, she's too young, she's barely out of high school. Besides, isn't this something you should be discussing with Spencer? Your baby daddy seems like the perfect person to help you decide who should look after your baby."
"Of course he will! I'm just making a shortlist, he's working on a case at the moment in LA, he left last night."
You continued to look though the nanny ads on an agency website but none of them were taking your fancy. You managed to find too many things wrong with all of them. You thought maybe you could ask JJ for the name of her nanny but you didn't want to steal their nanny from them.
When your break was over, you went to the ER to look for potential surgeries. You treated 3 broken arms after a football team came in and 5 broken noses, but nothing surgical, unless sutures counted.
You got to leave an hour early on Dr Keenan's orders and you went straight home and had a shower and proceeded to binge watch greys anatomy and point out all of the continuity errors, something you and Spencer usually did together.
Just before you settled on the couch you went to the freezer to get some ice cream that you had bought a few days ago. Just as you went to open the freezer, you saw a drawing that Louis and Georgia had done for you and Lola had sent in the post. It was of you and Spencer with a baby in your arms and a small child standing in between you both. The photo was labelled, "Uncle Spencer", "Auntie Y/N", "Baby" and "Reuben".
You stared at it for a minute, you're heart ached for the life you were supposed to be having right now, with Reuben getting ready to be a big brother and you and Spencer getting ready to be parents of 2. Maybe you'd even be moving to a bigger house soon with a bigger back garden. Who knew?
You ran your finger over Georgia's messy little handwriting that labelled Reuben and closed your eyes, you thought back to the dream you had had before the wedding, of your mum looking after Reuben in whatever happened after life. You had imagined what he would look like and sound like by now, he would only be 2 but he would have had a whole personality by now.
You took yourself back to reality and tore your eyes away from the drawing. You got the ice cream out of the freezer and went back to the living room and got snuggled under a blanket.
You were halfway through an episode in season 7 when your phone rang, it was Tommy, you picked up, "Hello?" You said with your mouth full of ice cream,
"Well that's nice." Tommy replied sarcastically and laughing,
"Sorry, I was eating ice cream."
"It's all good, I can't actually chat long but I just wanted to say that Maggie and I have made a plan and I'm going to live with her for a year and then we'll move to London for a year and we will see which idea fits better."
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