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A/n: im sad to say this story is coming to an end. There's going to be a few more chapters but im sad to part ways with this book. (Im thinking maybe to 63-65? Don't quote me on that)

So I just wanted to say thank you so much to all of you who have made it this far. I know I've put you all through so much with the rollercoaster this story is. It means a lot to me knowing that you guys are enjoying it because I absolutely LOVE writing it.

I love seeing all your comments and different reactions to shit it always makes me smile/laugh.

I love you guys so much thank you for reading my story♥️

ALL THE LOVE ALWAYS X

Spencer's POV:

One month without him.

The days seemed longer, dreadful almost. Each day that passed and I didn't talk to him it felt like pieces of me were being taken. Because I was running out of time. Time with him.

Because each day that passed, brought me one day closer to death. I was anxious, I was scared, and I was conflicted.

I was still so hurt, but I also knew the more time I didn't speak to him, the less time he would have with me till I'm gone forever.

So what the fuck am I supposed to do? Just move on? Pretend nothing happened? Get over it?

It wasn't that easy though. He had lied to me, for a long time. And I believed him, I trusted him.

If you don't have trust, you don't have anything.

I know I'm dwelling on it, but what else could I think about?

Dying? No thanks.

I typed away on my laptop beside my dad in his hospital room, "What's the name of the book you're writing?", he asked, "Haven't decided yet", I sighed and focused my attention on him.

"The title is my favorite part", he started to smile, reminiscing his long career. "Why? I feel like it's always the hardest part", I crossed my arms over my chest.

"The title is the beginning, middle and end of the story, always remember that", he pointed his index finger at me, "How do you mean?". "Think about it, the title of the book is always what catches out eye, it's what interests us to pick up the book", he started to explain.

"So you like the title and let's say you buy it. That title is going to stick to your readers minds, because every time they pick up the book, they'll be reminded of it. It sets the entire story for your book to them, with a just a few words".

"Because while they're reading, they're going to be searching for that connection between the title and the story itself. The title stays with them until the very end", he shared his wisdom with me.

"And when you drop the title its-...", he sighed, a wide smile on his face, "It feels 10x better to the readers than it does to you. That satisfying moment when you can tie your entire story together with just a few words".

"I suck at titles", I complained, "Well, what's your story about?", his question replayed in my mind. Because saying it out loud...meant that it was real.

"It's kinda....Eren and I's story", I struggled to get the words out, "The books you write from your own personal experiences are always going to be your greatest work". I bit the inside of my cheek, not having a clue to any title that would define us.

"Well, where's your story at now?", he asked, I raised one brow, my eyes staring at him flatly. "In a fallout", he nodded, "So when are you going to write the solution?", my eyes trialed to the floor from his sudden question.

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