My Guilty Pleasure

16. Disappointment

16. Disappointment

I looked at Damien, wondering how much he heard. Maybe, he just wants to provoke me, and technically, this wasn't a wet dream. I just dreamed of what really happened. Well, maybe it was a wet dream but not a real dream. It was just... remembering. This doesn't mean that I want to repeat it, only that my brain is trying to digest what happened. Maybe Damien is bluffing. Yes! Definitely bluffing. I'll pretend that nothing happened.

 -I don't know what you're talking about Damien. And when did you get here? - I asked sincerely interested.

- I thought you went home or wherever. - He smiled with his famous smile and dimples appeared on his cheeks. He looks very nice and very vicious, and I'm not sure which look I like more.

- Oh kitty, did you think I'd really leave? I mean, it's not that I'm not that kind of a guy, but... I don't have anywhere to go and I thought that now that we have done that, I'll often be next to you. - He smiled confidently and I felt anger in me.

- What are you talking about Damien? Why would we be often together? - I asked him sullenly pulling the blanket to cover myself, not wanting him to think that I've dressed provocatively for him.

- Well, you obviously wanted to have sex with me, and I wanted that too, for a long time. So let's call us a fuck buddies or friends with benefits, or any other dumb name as long as we continue fucking. - I forgot where I was and what I was wearing and I jumped out of the bed, stunned by his words.

- WHAT !? - I put hands on my hips and I stared at him. I think the steam is coming out of my ears. If this was an animated cartoon, I would now be presented as a girl with a redhead and steam coming out of eyes and ears. I think that Damien spotted it and put his hands in front of him in self-defence.

- Wow, relax there kitten. I do not want you to use your claws, I have enough scratches from last night. But I must add that you're sexy when you angry.

- Damien! What happened between us, was a mistake. It wasn't supposed to happen, our relationship is supposed to be purely professional. We are business partners, we are not... we aren't... We aren't anything. You need to know your limits Damien, you're nothing to me. We didn't do anything and that thing yesterday was nothing. -Damien only smiled at my words. I don't know what is so interesting. I frowned and looked at him even angrier.

- And what's so interesting?! - He already started to laugh loudly.

- You're interesting. You act like a little kid. You act like you're tough, princess. And in fact, you are a little kitten who wants attention. And I know very well what happened last night was by your will. This time, I didn't force you into anything kitten, so you better tuck your claws.- He told me this with his nonchalant voice, but I felt anger behind his words. WHAT? Now he wants to say that I'm the one who seduced him? What about his constant violations? Who was chasing whom, and what about those nicknames? Oh, how frustrating.

-I think you're imagining things, it's delusional. There is nothing among us. Also, you left after we had sex so what are you doing here?  My hospitality ended, so please go now. - I decided on a different tactic. If I act cold headed and refuse to argue with him for every little thing then he might get bored. But honestly, now that I think about it, maybe my pride was a bit hurt because he wasn't there when I came back... I know that I snuck out early in the morning, but I really don't know how to deal with this. I mean I cheated on my boyfriend, it's not like I can be like "oh please stay some more, let's fuck". I should be far away from him and then wait for Liam and begged him not to be angry with me. 

- Desiree... I didn't leave, I was just out for a little while. And kitty, you left me, alone, naked, after such great sex. Believe me, if it wasn't so good I wouldn't even talk to you. I just don't like to be humiliated by a woman. You know the saying "do not trust women!" - He winked pretending to be a smart guy and I had to roll my eyes. Retard! He had to comment on how it was. Like it was so good, I mean he probably had better but he's just saying that to get back into my pants.