My Guilty Pleasure

6. This will be one strange night

You want me. Don't deny it... - I closed my eyes enjoying his touch which is absolutely wrong. I'm not supposed to feel this, not for him. His hand followed the path along my thigh, leaving a tingling sensation in places where he touched me. I bit my lip preventing myself to moan. It's bad enough I can't move away from him, he doesn't have to know how he makes me feel.

- No... - I tried to refuse but my voice came out deep, sensual... I've never felt like this with anyone.

- Yes... You want me... You don't have to hide it, Desiree... Just this once, then I'll leave you alone, I promise. I can't get you out of my mind Desiree... Your lips, your eyes, face, body... At nights your face doesn't give me peace... I want you, here, now! - he leaned in slowly, till his lips were inches away. Then he brought his lips to mine in a kiss full of passion and lust. My heart has already crossed the stage of excitement, I think it is about to jump out now. My breath stopped deep in my belly because of the force and desire which he kissed me. His lips are soft, warm... All I want at this point is to make this craving in the dept of my stomach go away... I feel like I'm trying to reach the stars, I feel... Happy... I grabbed his thick hair pulling him closer to my body. All I want is to never let him go. His lips moved in the rhythm of mine and I would give anything to feel his taste. I ran my tongue over his lower lip, not caring for anything else that's going on. The animal's growl has gotten out of his mouth when we separated for a second. I opened my eyes and met his... His blue eyes just make me hotter when they look at me as If he's looking into my soul. My skin is tingling, my breathing is difficult, deep, my thoughts... Oh my God.. All I can think about is how good his lips feel. Suddenly, his hands firmly caught my thighs and pulled me so that he is right between my legs now. I can feel how hard he is and that sends pulsing need between my legs. I shivered from the desire not breaking eye contact with him. He, again, growled and connected his lips to mine. Now he didn't wait even a second before his tongue slipped into my mouth. With one hand he held my thigh and with the other, he began to pull my dress up. I moved my mouth in his rhythm trying to keep his pace. His tongue crossed over every part of my mouth, and now I feel as I'm ready for it... Ready for him... I broke the kiss and looked him in the eyes. I can feel the sexual tension in the air... I can feel how much I want him... I brought my lips to his ear and barely managed to whisper his name...

- Damien... -

Twelve hours earlier...

My day started with one of my nightmares. Or should I say memories? Of course, it doesn't bother me that much. I'm used to it. Now it feels weird to have just a regular dream. I forgot how people feel when they are fully rested. But it's my life. This empty shell, free of emotion, that's me now. I took a breath and smiled falsely before I entered Zachary's office. I wanted to talk to him since yesterday but didn't make it. After the incident with Damien, I just locked myself in the office. By the time I was ready to go home, no one was left in the office. Uncomfortable I stepped into the office, wondering whether Zachary would provide me with some answers.

- Good afternoon, Mr King. - I said with a slight smile, not wanting to look like an ungrateful brat after all he has done for me. His gaze shifted at me and he smiled sympathetically.

- Come in Desiree... - I walked in and stood in front of his desk. He continued to write something but when he saw that I was still standing he raised his head.

- Sit, you don't have to wait for me to order you. What can I do for you? - The last sentence was said with a sarcastic tone and I have the impression that it is some sort of a private joke. Such a strange man.

- I'm sorry to disturb you, Mr King. I wanted to thank you for everything you have done for me these days. Thank you... - I lowered my head, looking at my hands. How will I ever look at him after that video?