"No." sambit ni Gray habang nakatingin sakin ng mariin.
"I'm sorry.. but I have already decided Gray, Ayoko na."
I almost thank God for not stammering in front of him. My legs wobbled when Gray starts closing our distance.
"Hindi ako papayag Hera. I am not gonna break up with you.." malamig niyang sambit.
Umatras ako saka tinignan siya ng diretso sa mga mata. "I don't need your permission Gray.. I'm tired." saad ko saka nagiwas ng tingin.
He scoffed. "You're tired? Really? Fuck your reasons Hera... Kung tungkol to sa pamilya ko, hindi mo kailangang mag alala kakausapin ko si pa-!"
I cut him off. "Can you please stop!. Hindi ako nakikipaghiwalay sayo dahil lang sa pamilya mo!. We have to grow separately Gray.. you have your own dream and I have mine too... So, please just let me go."
My tears fell. He licked his lower lip and run his fingers through his hair. "Ayoko pa rin Hera.." pagmamatigas niya.
"Really? Then I don't care.. Wala na tayo Gray kaya pwede ka ng umalis sa pamamahay ko." I coldly said.
Gray sighed and looked at me weakly. Lumapit siya sakin at hinawakan ng marahan ang aking bewang saka ako hinatak papalapit sa kaniya. My heart ache when I saw how weak he is while staring at my eyes.
"Let's fix this babe please... Don't leave me.. you promised remember? Huwag mo naman akong saktan Hera.." malungkot niyang ani.
I cried hard. I keep on saying sorry to him and my heart broke when I saw him tearing up in front of me.
"G-gray.. please.. please umalis ka na at huwag ka ng babalik pa dito sa bahay. Mas maganda kung umalis ka na lang ng bansa." pagtataboy ko sakaniya.
"No!. Ayoko.. please you love me right? I know you still love me babe.. nangako ka sakin na hindi mo ko iiwan Hera.. tuparin mo naman yung pangako mo." aniya
I shook my head and try to get out from his gripped but I gasped when Gray suddenly hold my nape and kissed my lips hungrily.
Hindi ako nakagalaw ng magsimula siyang galugarin ang loob ng aking bibig. I was about to push him when he hold my both hands and deepened the kiss.
Gray gripped my waist as he bit my lower lip and licked it afterwards. Napaungol ako ng maramdamang pinasok niya ang kaniyang dila sa loob ng aking bibig at sipsipin ang dila ko.
"Hmmpp.. G-gray stop!" I said while pushing him
He didn't stop and continued kissing me. I cried as I was letting him kissed my mouth. I sobbed and clenched on his shirt while he was still sucking and lapping my lips roughly.
I thought he won't stop from kissing me until I heard him sobbing and crying silently. He stopped kissing me and hugged me tightly like he doesn't want to let me go.
"Babe please.. huwag ka namang sumuko sakin. Huwag mo naman akong ipagtabuyan.. M-mahal na mahal kita.. sobra kitang mahal. Huwag naman ganito" he cried on my neck.
I bit my lower lip as I stop myself from hugging him back. I have to be strong for myself. I need to let him go in order for us to be successful. Maybe this is the right time for us to grow and if breaking up with him will make him achieve his dreams. I will do this again and again.
Umiling ako at pinipilit siyang itulak paalis. "Umalis ka na Gray.. Ayaw na kitang makita kahit kailan. Umalis ka na." Mahinahon ko pang sabi.
"No. Ayoko! Hera please pag usapan natin to!.. babe please.. di ko kaya na mawala ka sakin." pagmamakaawa ni Gray.
BINABASA MO ANG
Crime Of Love (Crime Series #1)
General FictionChristine Hera Gomez became a mother at such a young age. She was just 22 years old when her best friend die and leave the custody of his child under her name. She was the only family left and since she is also living alone now, she decided to accep...
