" I'm not letting you have sex with me Jungkook." Vivi sighs, crossing her arms.
" Then be my pillow princess."
*contains smuts, yes sir.
** slow burn
not a ship book and not a y/n book.
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JUNGKOOK
Everyone's bags are loaded up into the car and we're ready to get on the road. I'm not sure what I was expecting but deep down inside I was hoping to see Vivi. I'm guessing she isn't coming on the trip.
Maybe she doesn't want to come because I'm going to be there?
I walk towards Lia and asked her instead of assuming something I don't know.
" Hey, Lia."
" Hey, Kook. What's up?" She smiles.
" Um.. I was wondering if Vivi was coming to the trip?" She gives a small sorry smile, shaking her head.
" She's not coming, sadly. She's going to stay with her grandparents. She left yesterday."
" Forever?" I slight shout. " S-Sorry. I didn't mean to shout. I'm sorry."
" You're fine, Kook. But no not forever." It was instant relief for me. "Just for the week or maybe till the break is over. I'm not entirely sure."
I nod. " I see.. Thanks." She nods.
" You miss her?" I nervously chuckle, nodding.
" I do. A lot actually." Lia nods, softly smiling at me.
" She misses you too."
" Really?" I ask in almost disbelief. Does she actually miss me? Lia hums, nodding. " That's a relief." Lia chuckles, patting my shoulder as she walks off towards Hyungwon.
Watching as he engulfs her into a tight bear hug the both of them bursting into laughter together. It not an eye sore to see. But how I wished it was me and Vivi. I wish for the both of us to be an eye sore to the public. Maybe to our friends as well.
I did tell Vivi I needed some time to think on the situation. She's fucked up I know and she does too. But I think somewhere deep down in my heart I know Vivi isn't a bad person. She wants to make us work. She wants to fix her mistake and prove to me, to herself that she wants to make it better.
I love this girl and I can't seem to just let her go. I cant. In my head I decided to end it and cut ties but just the thought of it hurts. My chest aches, my heart aches and there's this horrible thick knot in my throat that's hard to get rid of. I've cried for this girl. Cried to the point my eyes have swelled from the countless nights I've just cried.
I want us to work. I'll make sure to make us work out and I'm going to try everything in me to make us work. And I'm just as certain and positive Vivi will reciprocate it as well. She'll put all her effort to make us work.
