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VIVI

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VIVI

It's been five days, Vivi. Get over it.

I scoff at myself, disappointed. I've decided after crying for three days straight that I couldn't just allow myself to become another Bella.

It hurts but I'm not going to sit on my ass and cry my heart out for days. So, I got my shit together put on the best fake smile I could. I've actually probably pulled it off because I'm pretty normal around my girls. No questions asked.

Maybe the constant sun glasses but I said I'm making a fashion statement. What is the statement exactly? No idea.

But I must say I am pretty proud of myself. Picked up my grades way better than what I left them at. Well, since the incident at the party. So, I thank myself and Jungkook for pushing myself to do better.

Speaking of Jungkook.

I'm not sure why I was hoping for a call or text from him but.. I've got to drop it. Shit was tossed in the air. Things were said. Words that can't be taken back. And it is true. It's a saying that I go by.

The only way I focus well, on myself is sitting here in my school library. It's quiet, everyone's in work mode, headphones on, furrowed brows in concentration, faces stuffed in books, and laptops on probably typing forty words a minute.

I like it here but sometimes I can get side tracked when I don't have loads of work to do. Besides, it is almost time for the winter break. Not too much work is given but these exams are about to come like a hurricane. I'm sure of it.

I pick my things up and head out the building. Stopped by a cafe getting me something nice and hot and took my ass home. Wondering what to do with the rest of my day.

Maybe throw myself onto on coming—

meow.

I stop and turn on my heel hearing little cries of a cat. I kneel pushing this bush out of my way and see a little small orange white kitten.

" Awhh." I'm in love. " Come here you little baby." I coo grabbing him, holding him close to give them warmth. " Where'd you come from? Is this the way of the universe trying to speak to me?"

meow.

" It is!" I gasp. " Let's get you cleaned up and give you something to eat. Gotta ask google what to give you. Do you know google?" I wait for a response but of course nothing. " Not sure what I was expecting." I chuckle, stuffing the kitten into my sweater and run home.

But before going home. I stop by a nearby convenience store. Google says to give this child milk but I also got some canned food and kibble. Just in case. I got home taking him a nice warm bath, wrapping him up in cozy towel then tried my best to make some clothing out of my sock.

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